love..trust..respect is the password to everything

2007-04-15T12:13:00.000+08:00

many emotions are circulating within me for the past few weeks..

emptiness..
frustration..
tinge of lonliness here and there..
joy...
fun..
anger..
weariness..

suddenly am so sick...upon reflecting at a few particular things..
why are the things appearing like this...
why is this happening..
i dunno the answer..
many whys went thru my head...too many until im so dizzy..and wanted to give up at one point..jus considering.....

hope im not stumbling anyone here but...i just wanna be honest..
happy that i've 2 and a half more months to go at my attachment!!!yay!
i realised that shift work is definitely a no-no for me....
too tiring...dries you off...spiritually...mentally and physically...
too tiring...until that i've been sick for more then a week already...
Singapore....a too fast paced country...
dunno whether would i have the energy to keep up with it...
well...lets wait and see....

2007-03-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

lets make a growth in West thats very daring!

until when ppl see us they will be wow-ed by us!!

be like the waves that u see...have such a calming effect to see yet very dangerous to be in!

God is going to be like the waves..He's gonna guide us thru obstacles..so sail with God..

Jia You!and He is always with us as we're always on Him!

2007-03-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

the Look-Alike!

sheep and her 'pherd!

my first pizza!!

my nephew!!ain he cute!
when he is botak!!

niece and nephew..really photogenic!

the other pair of Look-Alike!

well..my other pairs of Look-Alikes has went to Taiwan..sent them off in the airport on friday...

missing them already even as they always go overseas frequently...what can u say..."parents-not-home sickness"?

many things happening...

restructuring in DI..

next week split shift!!aahh....

sheep's bd tmr!

bought new guitar last fri!accompanied with new amplifier!

(wished stephen was there...haha...as he is the one who always asked to carry my stuff as im always carrying heavy stuff from sch...in the end...stephen told me on sat that he was FREE the whole day on fri!)

making carrot cake later....hahaha

update 'soon'....

missing g........

2007-01-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

hi!
its good to be back...
many things happened recently..
eg my exam last mon...
haha...
appetizer was the best...
main course...won the hearts of the chefs....recipe?PORT WINE!!!!
so when i got back to work...the first thing i did was to thank my chef who taught me this recipe..haha...but i dun wan to win chefs only!i wanna win souls!

anyways....
a new year...
a new prospective...
a new me

was very renewed during the team rally..
the praise and worship...the dance...the vision...
wow....even thou i had 2 days off...
i still felt tired...but when i start to recall how God touched me during the PnW..
im back on my feet again..haha

received something like a affirmation frm my colleague..
said that becos of tht particular incident happened...i became better...more improved in fact...
im wondering...what thing??
but its confirmed that its me that they are talkin abt me..
cos im the only girl there...and they kept smiling at me when they said that...
at least my efforts are shown..

ha...not to be proud or anything...
but during my work....i really pushed myself very hard...cos my chefs require me to perform to a certain standard...
and sometimes i hit it pretty well....sometimes i jus sucked...
but instead of asking myself to push myself...
i asked God to do the job instead....
haha...
not becos of laziness..
but of wisdom...
work smart...not only hard...

am pretty much tired most of the time now...cos my energy is mostly sucked off at work...
run here run there...
last time i always complain why veron and cynthia walk so fast...
now im telling veron to walk faster instead....get the change?

but dun worry....whenever im with my people...
im not like that...haha...
cos im happy to be with them!cos we are serving God...not people!

God...change me!use me!all this i simply pray...AMEN!

2006-11-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

am reminded of the GC..

how important to hold on to it..

will hold on to it..

never let go...

cos whatever is God's Will..is mine too...

2006-10-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

wah....
almost a month since i have updated...
anyways...
i've started my attachment in shangri-la le...
in the first 2 days...
really cannot get used to it....i dunno..
haha...felt a bit of bitterness inside of me...which seriously i cant figure it out...
but i prayed...and instantly from the next day onwards i felt better and opened up to my colleagues even more...haha
very fun la the lot..
i tot the chefs would be very big headed...very proud..
but they're very nice people to work with..haha...
Thank God~im liking there more and more..
Banquet is a tough place to work for girls...
thats what they say...
im i felt alrite le...haha...
cos normally the mass production in there is pretty heavy duty de...very...
imagine once i gotta cut and peel 1300 asparagus....if u know what is asparagus la...
so i asked many many questions....many~!
haha...
anyways....would try to update often...
no promise...
cos normally after work i would be dead beat..ha
anyways....my buddy....who is 185cm tall...
has entered the volleyball competition with a few of his mates in shangri-la...
some of them which i know...
and asked me to bring my cheerleading team...im like............-_-......
ohya...
jus to brighten up your days a little...
those who know how tall i am...
the stove...typical stove is until my stomach area.....and once..
im in charge of stirring a pot of soup...
and here comes the climax!
the pot is until my eyes~~!!
so when im stirring it...
i need to tiptoe...
so when i turned.....
they all are laughing at me.............................
too bad....thats my disadvantage........-____-"""

2006-09-29T12:05:00.000+08:00

exams are over.....
the leadership camp is also over...
God spoke to me greatly in the first day itself....
Let go and let God...
to simplify....
Surrender
have a willing heart to submit everything to the Lord..

went to the camp with a expectation in my heart..that i would wan my leadership mentality to change...can i lead the group with what i have?is my capabilites enuff?firstly is my mentality of leadership above the standard that God has given me..

true enough...went ard the different campus leaders.....haha....."sucked" their essences within them...asked them...
how do they manage to grow the group?
which are the methods they used for mcg?
which method is more efficient for them?one-on-one(sow) or mcg?
etc....etc....

wow....
gained quite alot from them~

after the camp..
came back refreshed....excited....on the ball for God~
seriously.....this is the first time after camp i felt so excited about doing ministry stuff...serious..
so powerful....
am really glad that the program went smoothly....
even it doesnt...it would somehow test our spirit also...

but im really excited for central west...
i seriously dun like central west now...
its not that im denying central west...
but the STAGNANCY inside central west~~~~

why
why
why
why
why
why

...even we had a convert last week...
enough meh?
crazy........
a good question to ponder...
"when is the last time i received breakthroughs?"
my last was last month i guess...when i was in the bathroom worshipping God...haha...with the exception of camp...
which God spoke greatly to me...
like i've just banged into a tree or something....
then i came to realisation that whatever im doing now is not sufficient to bring God to greater heights..

*am weaving a dream that i wan to do for central west....haa...keep u guys updated ba...if possible...*

attachments starting soon.....whole of next week is from 8-6pm.....

2006-09-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

next week is already my exam week...
6 papers at a go....
received many blessings from God this week....eg...
i had 2 days off from sch this week....which i spent fruitfully at home....either cooking for moi family....or baking.....or just plain catching up with people over the msn...and also some studying also...
i realised tat God kept blessin....
really le...
i was chattin with this brother in msn....
he wasn't regular for service and cg de...
and as he opened up to me....
told me abt his problems...as i solved it little by little for him....
i can feel that he felt God too.....
cos i've been teaching him to give everything onto God...
wow...
haha...
but can see that he is slowly leaning to God le...
a very potential brother!!
jia you!

even for my family business...been having better sales..
my parents open a furniture shop for ya info.
and its that for this few months....
the business has been so bad that my dad has to give their salaries out of his pocket...
so u can imagine how disastrous it is...
so then i told them...
becos they also are having problems with their workers...
so why not 'fire' them and do it on their own?
and last week.....as my parents have 2 workers...they fired one due to his incompetence in work...and the other was in japan holidaying...
so during that time....
they had no choice but to go and do on their own...
and indeed....
for that few days....
they have been earning much more then they have ever earned!!
eg...there was once i had that they only earned 18 bucks....hello!!they open furniture shop le!
only $18>?gotta be kidding!
but one of the days....they earned $4000+++.....so can u imagine...
so when they came back home...
my mum told me that she is in charge of the PR....
being the 'auntie'...
and im the CEO!!!
wahahahaha.....
yay!!!!
God blesses!!!
but like this.....
they cant come church!!
becos weekends they're the most busiest!!!!

2006-09-03T11:56:00.001+08:00

teach me to have more compassion for people

teach me to have faith in doing things

teach me to have peace in my heart

teach me to be able to teach

teach me to be able to lead

teach me to be able to love

teach me to go back to the fundamentals,that You have died for me.thats why im here

teach me,guide me,rebuke me,train me,correct me,protect me in your righteousness.

cos im only your servant.

2006-09-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

2006-08-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

i've finally got a hotel!!

wahahahahahahahaha....

and its offical already...

signed the contract and been through the contents of it...

and from 2nd October 2006 to 1 July 2007

(*drumroll please*)

I'm offically a trainee under Shangri-La Hotel!!!
(http://www.shangri-la.com/singapore/shangri-la/restaurants/en/index.aspx?ID=3992)
so beautiful!!!
click on the virtual tour...go to The Line..the resturant...wow...it blew my mind off...as its going to be the resturant which im going to be working at..
im in love with it le!!

haa
God's blessings are indeed wonderful..
a burden lifted off me

Veron,Jasmine,Huiling,Hongkoon,Yiping.
Let's go and grow ba..
no time to waste!
and of course myself...
kuai dian!!

2006-08-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

haha...
answered prayer!!
been lots of days since a hotel has called me....
(cos for my sch,as u need to go to attachment,you need to apply to the hotels your own self and they will call you if they are interested)

so right now on my pending list..

1)Shangri-La hotel on wednesday at 3pm..(called on wed)

2)Sentosa Resort and Spa on fri at 11am..(called me when i was tidying up my shelves,and i prayed for a hotel to call me...hahah!!!!)

YAY!!!
the HR of this 2 hotels seemed pretty desperate..
haha
asked me whether am i still interested or not?

im like...."DUH??"
hahaha
cos maybe for one....they tot i've signed on a contract with another hotel le...
or...they are really desperate...haha..

pray for me for either one!!
cos this are the hotels that i really wanna get into even though its tough working in there from what i've heard!!!

aaahhh God!
HELP ME HOR!!

2006-08-13T12:59:00.000+08:00

LORD,

REBUKE ME!!

TEACH ME!!

GUIDE ME!!

CORRECT ME!!

TRAIN ME!!

SO THAT I CAN BE MORE LIKE YOU.

IM SO DIRTY!!!!

LIKE LIKE SCRUBBING MY BODY WITH SANDPAPER!!!

ARRGGGHHH!!!

WHAT AM I?
IM NOTHING...
NOTHING...NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO YOU LORD....

DI MUST GROW!!
LORD...THROW US OUT OF THIS STAGNANCY!!
NO REPEATS OF WHAT WE'VE DONE!!
USE US SINFUL MAN AND WOMAN..
LEAD US THE WAY..
SHOW US..

I'M DESPERATE!!!!!!

2006-08-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

i like the lead singer's voice..very nice!

Conrad(a hotel for ya info)..came to our sch to 'promote' their hotel..and i found out that they have 19 hotels all over the world now...and they aim to achieve a 50 in 5 or 10 years time...so actually its a fast growing company....but the thing is...they only offer a place per badge...so only 1 person in our badge is chosen...then im like...haiyo....wasted our time as we....the whole of 4 classes...waited for them as they were stuck in AYE...haha....
my goodness....
they talked for so long...
but they can only offer 1 place...
anyways...
Shangri-La hotel called me!!
haha....better have that place...
one outlet in that hotel called the Coffee garden..
they earn 1.2 million every MONTH...can imagine how busy it is rite..hehe..
really wan a hotel now...
everyone is desperate for a hotel as there is only 48 positions available...
the rest needs to look for resturants..
imagine 120 students in total....competing for 48 positions...
pretty ridiculous if u ask me...too little liao...
anyways,...will update soon..

2006-08-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

wow,the feeling of being loved by God is so wonderful
the jooy from the inside just comes out naturally..

im a sinful women.im unworthy of ya love.i dun deserve it.

God,yet You love me for who i am

thank u Lord.

2006-07-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

remember us
as we give to you
remember us
as we sacrifice to you
remember us
Holy One ever true
a memorial prayer
we offer up to you

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE GOT A CONVERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHA

2006-07-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

laptop auto shut down jus now!!!

k..peace...

anyways....
as i called my core teams members yesterday nite...
my heart began to feel very troubled...

very...

and also very burdened..
for West.

so i smsed them...
to meet them today..
cos i feel that the burden wun go off until i pour it out..

so met them..told them wat i want to see for West.
1)new faces...
2)to care and understand more for their sheeps
3)to understand God more.

i want to see a REVIVAL IN WEST!!!!!
AARRGGGHHHH!!!
SIRE TAK BOLEH TAHAN ALREADY LA!!!!!
very sian!!see the same old people!!!

after meeting them...veron and i had shepherding...which in turn...
became a bible study....
as i was bathing...
i began praying for catherine....veronica's sheep...
then God spoke to me....
GOD SPOKE TO ME LEH!!!*break through!!!!!*
in Isaiah 6:5-8..
this verse is actually for catherine...
then veron and i began to interpret wat God may be telling us or even Catherine abt this passage.....

then we understand...
haa....want to know more???
ask me or veronica....
we wun hesitate to tell u de....
conditions applied
*$5 service charged included in every "consultation"
hahaha....

anyways...
we're the unbeatables!!!
devil......u're nothing....
u understand???
N-O-T-H-I-N-G!!!
we're already in the battlefields....
fighting the battle already...
but the thing is..
we've already won.

2006-07-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

ohya....

forgot to add...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to!!

1)chuah mei hwa abigail!!
been my shepherd for going to 1 year...
there's times when we had misunderstandings...there's times of joy...
but no matter what...we learn..we apply....and we grow....
in the name of Jesus!AMEN!!
2)joel blah blah blah..haa..hahaha...i dunno ya full name...paiseh!!
joel joel.......
a very 'unique' brother...am inspired by you..on how u relate to other people etc...even can see from the 'result'....
thats chen wei.....
can see that he is a person who genuinely wants to know God more...becos not only he relates to God...but on how u also relate to him the WOG...

God bless both of u!

2006-07-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

aaahhhhh
my goodness.....italy won....but i wan france to win le...
cos got zidane...
wahaha...
i watched the match yesterday nite...boy....
it was tiring...
my parents left for KL this morning...yet they accompanied us to watch soccer...
haha....they definitly love us....
when they were given extra time to play....
i only lasted for 6 mins before i knocked out...and that was at 4am...
and i need to wake up at 6am...the feeling is like...
eh...
did i slept or what...haha
but managed to pull thru today...
first day of the term!!!
somemore is from 8.15am-6pm!!
can u imagine the number of times i almost dozed off....haiyo...
all the teachers thats teaching us are all new teachers...that hasnt taught us before...
can already see some 'good'/'not so good' teachers...
like my english teacher...*ya...can u imagine..we're taking english..cool huh?haha*....her voice is like monotone...aahhhh
walking zombie......

just now as i was bathing...
i wondered how am i going to pull thru this term...(10 Weeks)
quite xiong le actually..
im appointed leader of my K.O and FNB(kitchen organisation and Food and beverage) project....which is combined...
got to send resumes and go for interviews for my attachment hotel le...
english already having a assignment on the way...
but there's this calm feeling deep inside of me...
and i know that God will help me no matter how hard..or how difficult the things is..and i've never experienced this immediate effect before...

and this song came into my mind..

Lord i need your grace and mercy..
i need to pray like never before
we need the power of Your holy spirit
to open heaven's door

spirit touch your church
stir the hearts of men
revive us Lord
with your passion once again
i want to care for others
like jesus cares for me
let your rain fall upon me

Lord i humbly bow before u
we dun deserve of u what we ask
-i forgot-
restore this dying land
---------

2006-07-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

this entry is dedicated to someone whose birthday was yesterday...

1)this person influenced me to eat LJS..
2)this person influenced everyone in my cg to eat their LJS with just their fork..
3)this person has made me learnt that there is different types of love in this world.not everyone is appliable to the kind of love that im sharing.
4)this person 'forced' me go through a series of difficulties..and 'taught' me how to be a better person
5)and tis is the person whom had the 'worstest' relationship before...to a person whom im loving now(aiyo..mushy..'pui'..hahah)...
and the person is....

VERONICA YAM HWEE LENG!HAPPY BIRTHDAY...*had a good chocolaty facial treatment ma?*

*paiseh ah xueqi...jasmine...huiling....during ur birthdays din write cos during tat time i got attachment..haah...but love ya guys all the same!!

2006-06-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

Had a great time with the music team yesterday…from having lunch together….became a mother of Abigail…haha…till when we reached abigail’s hse….totally rocked it….from my perspective la…haha…even when her dad came for a while….he said..’u want to tear down the house is it?’ in chinese….haha….really hope that from now till the evo camp….we all shall do our part in practicing or singing…
Shall use what we have to edify the church.
Amen?
We shall be the history makers of DI!
The praise and worship on the evo camp WILL be a God-glorifying and earth-shaking one!

2006-06-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

haha...im back!!
just ended our zone celebration yesterday...
aarrgghh!!
sorry guys!!din get to play Laser Quest!
the game which i think is the MOST fun de lo!!!!
haix...
booked the badminton court..
booked the bowling lanes..
din book the Laser Quest..cos i've never EVER tot anyone would want to celebrate their birthday there..
anyways...for your info..laser quest is a game which you can play either individually..or in the team..
from there...u need to put on your armour.
and you have your own 'gun'..
haha..

the actual game is played in a dark place...with illuminous lights..in a maze...so u gotta kill your opponent either at the shoulders,back or front of the armour.
and the armour will vibrate for 10secs if you're hit..so for that 10secs your gun would be on a 'shut-down' mode..
real fun!!!
but lasts only 10 mins...haix...

anyways..
enjoyed myself thoroughly in today's service..
maybe because i din get to go last week due to my attachment..
another reason is because my heart is more open today...
from the PnW to the sermon...totally enjoyed it!
so thank God!!!i din fell asleep even though i was really tired today!!haha...

aarrgghhh!!!
real anxious about leading PnW on the first nite of evo camp!!!!!
aahhh God!!!i need You!!!!
i din lead Pnw in a Big crowd BEFORE!!!!
so im really...actually....hee.....very nervous when stanley asked me to meet him for practise this coming week....ahh....
off pitch ah!!!!this is what im terrified of!!!
even God says He'll love us no matter how we worship Him..but i gotta do this to my best!!!yet im terrified at HOW!!!?

i seriously need peace at the moment.
and i miss ah hwa...how you doing??what ya doc say?=)

oh God......................

2006-05-22T18:08:00.000+08:00

realised that i din update so abt a mth.......haa...
got miss me??
anyways....
my shepherd sprained her leg wor~~~!!
painful....but i think worth a sacrifice la hor shepherd...
by the amount of people who went to visit her....
by the amount of time she can use to spend time with God....
by the amount of time she can use to rest at home....
how i wish i can break my hand.....
*cos as a chef.....u need ur hand....duh....*-.-*....
am seriously tired today....
seriously.....i think today's the most tiring day if i were to think back...
cos i've started my attachment at 8am at sch....and worked non stop until 1pm plus....
my defination of worked non stop=no resting...no sitting...keep walking here and there....BUSILY!
really.....today im supposed to guide the GreenRidge students...
only 1 chinese girl in the class leh~~pathetic.....
haha....shouldnt complain.....
but God let me focus on her as she's in my grp and i helped her thru out everything as she's alone....*everyone's supposed to have a partner*...
not bad....
and 7pm's dmm is cancelled....should i feel happy for the time off??
dunno.....hahahaha.....going to watch Full House....is it this title??acted by Rain....wahahaa.....
k la.....dun wanna tok ler....wanna surf the net a bit more then log off......

love ya pops~!

2006-05-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

my whole body is practically aching all over....no kidding....
due to yesterday's Challenge Your Limit.
real fun~~!
kudos to the whole committee who made it happen~!
was great fun.
and by the time we got to harborfront interchange...veron and i was so tired...
and we slept throughout our bus ride.....
*and her head kept dropping on my head...haa*
until we went over our bus stops..
haa...
and woke up early this morning to prepare breakfast for my family....my maid's gone if u're wondering....
after that....started to prepare lunch.....
haa....
veron,jasmine and huiling came to my hse to get my da vinci code dvd as actually as we're supposed to have a small gathering at veron's hse...but due to some reasons...it was cancelled....then as my hse is not opened...as my mum is 'springcleaning' the hse..
thats all....
really nice to have the whole hse back to ourselves...cos with a maid ard is actually like having a stranger going ard ur hse doing ur household chores...
and also seeing my family for the whole day...heee
thats it~....shall update soon...
meihwa....i can't find the album with the smoky pic....
when i find it then i post ok?
haha..
will update soon...

2006-04-25T09:26:00.000+08:00

yay~~!!
West have 1 convert over the Easter~
i know......
only 1 right??
but WESTERNITES~~~!!
WE"RE NOT GOING TO GIVE UP SO EASILY~~
LETS DO MORE~!!
THIS IS THE LAST WEEK~
LET'S CHIONG ALL THE WAY LIAO~~!!
NO TIME TO WASTE~!

ARGHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and let's ask God for TOTAL CHANGE IN OUR LIVES SHOULDN'T WE?
amen?????

2006-04-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

remember my yesterday's post?
about me wanting to spend it with God's children?

well...actually din really tot that my sisters and brothers in Christ would celebrate for me...

cos by the time i reach home it is 11pm already..

and guess what..
they did came and celebrated my birthday for me..

aaawwwww..........

and gave me a 'bomb' cake or something...

lets say that they are the ones contributing to the pollution in the air.
*dunno the meaning ask me*

haha...really touching....
suddenly when u opened the door u're greeted by smoke and a bunch of crazy people behind saying(or singing?i dunno...i've forgotten..haha)happy birthday...

am really touched by their sincerity alot...

and the first tot that came into my mind was....

they have sch in the morning...............haiyo.......

but i appreciate guys~~to let me have a best birthday ever!!love ya all~~!!

*ps:my parents give them ang bao leh.........good hor.....tsk tsk...

2006-04-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

hmm....

thomas edison said that he wouldn't celebrate his birthday because its the day of which his mother bore much pain to bring himself to the world.
thats why he din tell anyone of his birthday.

*no wonder the catholics worshipped mother mary.*
thats my so-called conclusion la....may or may not be correct.

but i think that for my birthday..
i would rather spend it with God's children as it is God whom brought me to the world.

=)

2006-03-27T15:17:00.000+08:00

i will sometimes feel.....

like there is soooo much things to do.....

like in my attachment...

in my ministry..

in my relationships with my closed ones

until a point where sometimes i can't really breathe..

but i've found out something...

God will take out the things that is stuffing ur neck...

one by one....

one by one....

and let u breathe....

2006-03-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

i wanna confess something.
I STINK~
hai........
haha....
going to bathe later after blogging this..
yesterday West went to evangelise with a NEW plan~
instead of going to west spring sec and shuqun sec...we channelled down to clementi town....
haha...
which is of course nearer to clementi ite lo...
we went to clementi ite first....
then we saw people walking abt....
then whenever i saw girls.....
i would be like......
*salivating*
and say...
"here got 'za bo'....there got 'za bo'~~!"
*za bo*(hokkien for girls)
i've said so much until my girls...nono....mature liao...
ladies in my grp said that im pervert.
dots....
pervert.......
anyways....
haha....
saw xueqi and veron crapping with a bunch of girls....
really crapping loh~~!!
until a point where huiling and i begin to be their so called 'backup'...
which means we will join them crapping....but we're on the *lookout* for za bo...
haha....
but one thing is that MANY of them are having exams leh....
even some i asked to go for Urban Groove....
which is on sunday....
they said cannot....becos their exam is on monday....
and im like...........
"ohh ohh"
haha....but anyways....
after that....xueqi and i set off for clementi town sec first....while letting veron and huiling stay behind to do until 3 plus(cos all nitec ends sch at 3)...and also to wait for jasmine....
and i almost tot clementi town was a Boys Sch....
cos for the first half an hr only boys came out....
after that when some girls came out....only then i was relived....
my grp is not a guys grp btw~~~!
anyways....
theres 2 contacts whose N level last yr was the best in the sch...
how i know??
they calculate by the best 3 subjects...(A1,A2,B3,B4,C5,C6,D7,E8,F9)
and they got 3~~!!!
wah liew......
i got 5....wahahaha
anyways....
so clever ah they all.....
anyways....
only saw some....not all....so cannot judge....
but i really really thank God for my team.
of their willingness to go all the way.

JIA YOU AH WEST~~!!
*we've gotten 29 Clementi ITE contacts and 11 N level contacts~~*
total:64 Clementi Ite contacts and 11 N level contacts
Praise God~!!!
gotta bathe ler.....
later meeting meihwa....
if not she'll run away from me.......
wahahaha
k la....
gtg
update soon....enuff...

2006-03-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

hey guys......hmm....
the camp at downtown east was great man~~!really learnt alot thru the camp..
really learnt to really become more influential wherever i go....
and to set a vision in my heart...not only for myself and my people...
was really encouraged by abigail....
her excitement for God really set me to do even more for God
thats the way to go girl~~!!
love ya~!
shall update again next time
ta ta~

2006-03-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

am darn tired for the past week....need ter wake up at 5am...and reach my attachment area by 6.45am...wah....
and the results??
the first 3 days need to take cab there....cos too late ler~!
muahahahahahahah...
i know its nth to rejoice abt....
but so long never take cab....
nvm lah...
hai....
but waste money...
wasted 40 bucks plus in this 3 days of taking cab...
but gotta sleep soon...tmr got attachment...
after that need to go straight to camp...haha
pray that i wont fall asleep during lesson...
cos this few days really slept for only abt 3-4 hrs only...
gotta lah...
bubbye~!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................
*Need to pack my bag too..........................

2006-03-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt like blogging this....
i've gotten angry over a few bros over something...
and during then.....i was seriously angry....and i've rebuked very harshly against them..
but i've forgotten who its was.....
and i dun think its right.....
so whoever it is.....
do forgive me......
i've repented....
to say the truth..
and for me to get angry is seriously hard...
im serious....
so do forgive me and if anyone of u that i've scolded read this....do come and tell me as i would prefer apologising personally and also i wanna recall back whats the reason i've scolded u for.....
cos i really forgotten abt it..
and it was the ONLY time i've scolded anyone else other then my own bros...
Serious.
dead serious.
i din even rebuked my sheeps like this before.
and the reason i wanna write this is because i wanna clarify abt this matter cos i dun think its wise showing it....not very good..as it might affect anyone of u guys or the people beside u.
as through this fasting and praying period...
i really wanna look back at my attitude too...
and if i have to scold u for something....
then that particulr something is really something that i wanna look into..
so anyone of the guys read this.....call me....sms me or what...
thanks..

2006-03-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

jus read joseph's blog and i felt that i gotta write this..

to huixian:
my 1st shepherd in DI
dun look at her small size...but when u wanna fight with her she can win u leh...so dun 'pray pray' ah...haha....but also of her desire to want to grow the ex DI1....and whatever that she has taught me....really wanna thank God for putting this sister in my life....for impacting my life with the Word.
love ya~!

to veron aka chao ah lian/lao tiko~!:
hmm....at first we din get along well.....................realllllllyyyy not well at all............but look at God's grace...He has brought us thus far......till now we're not only just shepherd and sheep...but good friens that can crap too...been shepherd and sheep for.......ehhh......abt a year?.....but through this year is when God really embraced us with His love....made us realise the importance of each other in our lives....love ya~

to xiuzhen:
hhmmmmmmm..........this sheep also...........din get along well.............same situation as veron......(now i realised God really really tested me with my sheeps....)....but through xiuzhen's knowledge in God....she corrected and rebuked me......biblically.....and i really thank God for that....for its all this that allowed me to grow and know God in a deeper measure...
but u're in a new land now...continue to do ur best despite ur disabilities to do many things.....ask God for help....Lean onto God not yourself~!amen?
love ya~!
muacks~

to joey:
really want to thank God for this sister...she wants to know You more and more each day.....do help her in every area of her life Lord...she really needs you.
and thank You for letting her impacting my life in many ways thru her actions.
love this sister alot~muacks~!
no matter what may be stopping u from knowing God more.....ask God to help u overcome that particular area in ur life dear.~!
dun keep everything in ur life~!confess everything to God ~!
love ya lots~!
muacks~!

to jasmine:
thank u for ur accountability towards me and God...really haha....wanna affirm u that u really can brighten up my days....and really urge u to be a sword and light wherever u step into in ya sch..really..make an impact in ur sch...in whatever u do...by whatever means...be a student concounsellor ah...or got whatever idol thingy in ur sch....or marathon....or media competition..go and join~!
do it with God's grace~!love ya~!

to huiling:
din know u really well.....but really wanna urge u to know more of God as each day passes by....give ur everything onto God.....ur BK test ah.....ur relationship with ur friends ah....give EVERYTHING.....EVERYTHING onto God.....dun do anything by urself.....but do it together with God....
amen?hehe
love ya~

to jean:
later meeting u...haha....urge u to also....know more of God as each day passes....as everyday....God is revealing different side of Himself to u......so urge u to open up ur eyes and look~~!!
remember that God is ALwaYS with U...
SO dun be afraid in ANYTHING u do~!!!!
love ya~!
muacks~!

to xueqi~:
hehe.....
ah qi ah....
eh urge u to know more and more of God also....like ur relationships with ur workmates became better rite??
i dun think u did it by urself....
im sure that its the Holy Spirit working within u that helped u....also with ur faith and courage that u wan this relationship....to bring them to know God ma....rite??
haha..
so urge u to account to God if there's anything happening in ur life....
dun keep onto urself....
can tell me too..~~!!
haha
love ya~~
muacks~!

to ace:
hahah.....tell u next time....jus wanna say u've grown alot.....
be a WOMAN OF GOD~~!!
LEAD THE EAST WITH ANOINTMENT FROM GOD~~!!
LOVE YA~~

ah....lastly my shepherd......i write next time kk??
cos no time.....i gotta go...hahaha....serious~~!!i tell u when i meet u kkzz??
hahaha.....love ya too~~!!
double muacks lah~~!!!

LOVE YA ALLL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thank God for ur faithfulness in my life.......................................

AAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
suddenly felt so empowered.........................
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggg

2006-03-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

Hope Of God Singapore
Care Group Covenants

Our Commitment to One Another
Each care group has a desire to see everyone live out Biblical principles. Over the years, we have found these 7 covenant statements to be vital to the life of each group.

The Covenant of Affirmation and Acceptance
I pledge to accept you no matter what you have done, are doing or will do. I may not agree with your every action, but I will attempt to love you as a child of God and do all I can to express God’s affirming love.

The Covenant of Availability
Everything I have - time, talents and treasures are at your disposal if you have a need. As part of this availability, I pledge to meet with you in this group on a regular basis.

The Covenant of Prayer
I promise to pray for you regularly. I ask the Holy Spirit to guide me to pray effectively and sensitively.

The Covenant of Honesty
I want to become a more open and honest person. I want to share my true opinions, feelings, struggles, joys, and hurts. I will trust you with my dreams and problems.

The Covenant of Feedback
I will attempt to mirror back to you what I am hearing you say and what you are feeling. If this means risking pain for either of us, I will trust our relationship enough to take the risk, realising it is in:”speaking the truth in love that we will grow up in every way into Christ who is the head” (Eph 4:15). I will try to express this feedback in a sensitive and biblical manner, in keeping with the circumstances.

The Covenant of Sensitivity
Even as I desire to be known and be understood by you, I pledge to be sensitive to you and your needs to the best of my ability. I will try to hear you, see your point of view, understand your feelings, and draw you out of possible discouragement or withdrawal.

The Covenant of confidentiality
I would keep whatever is shared within the confines of this group. However, I acknowledge that our pastor is the shepherd of the flock and we need to be accountable to him. I will do my best to build trust and loyalty in our relationship.

MY NEW GROUP OF WESTERNITES~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!
GIRL POWER~~~~!!!
WE SHALL BREAK THE GROUNDS~~!!

2006-02-20T08:50:00.000+08:00

jasmine and joey~~!!!!
u've died and yet risen again~!!
to become Esther and Louise~~~!!!wahhh......
hahaha.....
had greaatt fun with u guys~!!and i hope that this walk u have with God will be everlasting.
love ya guys alot....
and i begin to appreciate my group even more..........
aaarrrggghhh.........
*MUACKSSSSSSSSS*(smack my saliva all over all of ya face...wahahahahaha)
k lah......
hmm.....i guess this week is going to be a pretty hectic week for me....until i cant come to service~!
cos im so called on a project..called 'Event Catering' in sch.
my class was then split into 2.
20 people with some pastry students(im a culinary student)
we gotta CREATE a menu from scratch.
and we were told to sell it off at $28...
pretty expensive isnt it??
but its a 6 course menu...
so everything's done....
everything's planned....
there comes the horror.....
we r selling it this coming whole week...
from monday to saturday...haha...
its a dinner set menu by the way...
and i've tasted it....
its NICE~!!!!
haha
and 20 plus people from my family is coming~~!!
haha....
quite happy....
we managed to sell 200-300 tickets le....dunno the exact amount..
but including the walk-in customers.....i dunno how many people there will be in total la...
but i heard the record for the most number of people who came was 730...
wah....that means u gotta sell at least a 100 EVERYDAY~!
hahaha
must chiong ler....starts from today~~!!
and today going to be quite busy as we need to transfer everything thats prepared in my sch to Petals....the resturant where we're selling our menu at...
haha.....
my stomach is growling......jus woke up...haha
bye bye~~!!
ohya.....really am excited for the regionlization~!~!
East-West-Central-Nafa-Antioch~~~!!!!!!!!
haha love ya guys~!

2006-02-13T10:29:00.000+08:00

today is a blur day for me.....kept thinking that sch starts at 9....went there....was on time....but found something funny.....the classroom was occupied....i called my fren....to hear that sch starts at 2pm
*blur*
.............so used to classes starting at 9........

anyways....learnt to put up photos with the help of Abi.Junior~!

*aren't they cute.....awwww~!*

2006-02-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

haaaa......my new sheep is crazy.....went out with her or was with her 3 times this week already......hmm.....this girl hor.....use sms like talking like tt.....can use alot alot of sms when u're 'talking' to her~~!!...
and she can laugh for no reason at all....
and this girl is................
*drum roll*
JASMINE HO~!
haa.....but love ya alot....muacks....hahaha....love all the rest of my sheeps too...
and this entry is given at the surrender of the command of my shepherd....
Abigail......
MUACKS to ALL~~~
later got cg....must prepare....haha....bubbye~!

2006-01-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

was pretty disappointed with my mum last wed...cos she promised me to bring me out to buy CNY clothes...but in the end....she din bring me...was pretty disappointed....alot of feelings went thru me....negative ones especially....frustration...anxiousness...disappointment...and most especially...anger....
when my expectation is not met....i would get angry and disappointed.....and i cried typically.....
hah....
then i learned something.....
is God disappointed when i dun meet His standards?
He must have been crying too...and in a even worser condition then me...
but guess what....the next day i went out with my mum and dad...
and bought lots of stuff~~
God never shortchanges......
Thanks....

2006-01-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

last nite i called my fren abt my sch's new timetable....and found out that actually i need to go back to sch for only 4 days a week...haha.....wow....no excuses for no sowing le....wahaha....k lah....
but am really glad that God has gave my this cg....not to anyone else but me....cos from this few people.....
i've found God's anointing and love in it....
love u xiuzhen.....joey.....veronica.....
u guys blessed me alot....in ways that u guys would never have known...
but next time i dun wanna only write this 3 people's names....
i wan to have so many that i couldnt remember who else i didnt add....haha....
and also my shepherd.....ah hwa...haha....abigail lah....tolerated me alot..haha...but thank God for u....letting me even know God in a deeper measure..
and my Chief Shepherd....thank u for dying for me...
.....

2006-01-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

haha....so long never update....guess there's something wrong with the thingy becos i cannot tag too.....anyways..........HAPPY NEW YEAR~~!!wow...............first day of 2006 and i've spent most of the time sleeping.....cos i've broken my record 'today...........but not sleeping for 26hrs straight......i mean really straight......no stealing of naps whatsoever....cos on saturday...i had attachment....so i need to wake up at 5am...straight after attachment......i got drenched in the rain in city hall while going to nexus.......then CLm....then short prayer meeting with my people........then service.......then we were rushed off to the chalet in changi aloha....jus beside Changi Beach Club*my parents are members there~*...then we had countdown~~~~haha....then after that.......they splashed water on another...and from there....i got wet again....*what a miracle that im not sick not...Hallelujah~~~*....then we played games and stuff....then went off to wash my stinking body.....then played Polar Bear.......i think we've played at least 20 rounds......so dead bored by it.....then we played "007"...haha...then we played right into daylight....what a good way to spend off quality time...haha...in the end....when we took the bus to tampines interchange.....we hit the sack......haha....man....so tiring...and when i reach home..i slept at ard 10....but im wondering....when i reached home...i slept in the sofa....but how did i end up in bed?i couldnt sleepwalk bah...........
anyways.....now having Event Catering(attachment) at Petals....so wouldn't have time to blog...if i have the time...i could...
Happy Birthday to Christine~~(22 dec~)
wow....and i would be 18 this yr.........
want to get driving license leh...but dunno whether time allows me...
got thru alot of thinking ever since when i became a CL in October..
haven't been a good one.....totally....
even felt giving up at times....
sometimes couldn't even get why God wants me to be one~~?
but i know that there's something that God wanna do..something up His sleeve that He dun wanna reveal to me yet...hah...not only to me but to the people around me also...
so shall continue to wait....
and while waiting...
improve
,
learn
and
grow

Love ya Daddy,
Muacks~
Shall be a Woman After You

2005-11-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

wow...am really stretched by the things i need to do..for these few weeks..yet amazed at the time i have now to even blog....being a servant of God is not easy...imagine u're a servant in a family in singapore...which one's worser?hah....i would choose be be of God's servant.the people in the family would die one day....but God will never say die~!
Am worried.....yet excited about whats gonna happen to DI1
its 'stagnant'....mentally and emotionally...
but not for long.......
God is going to do something~!
God~~~!!!
DO something in my life now~~!!!!
am thinking about the healing night........many lives were transformed....was mine?
i must do something.NOW.

love ya,
ya lover=p

2005-11-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

wah....its been a long time since i've updated~!hah....paiseh...there's alot of things that has happened recently...like eg....its been a long time when we kept having CLM...then this mon we had our first DMM for this few months~!learnt alot of things thru Jasmine who preached in AMK ministry hse.and also the Healing church..hah....first nite i felt God's power in it...as i saw how joey confessed to God the most personal feelings to God...and im glad that she poured it out to God...really glad and what i've learnt the most in two nites is God's power revealing in each and everyone of our lives in due time.whenever there is a delay...there certainly is a reason for it.dun ask God for explanation,but for confirmation that this is really God's calling.really felt stressed out by the situations thats revolving around me..but quiters cant be choosers..is it?haha...but i've learnt to rely more on God's strength....
which is thousands and millons more better then using my own strength.
and yesterday...got to see 3 thailand pastors....and realised that whatever they're doing in thailand....the methods being used...is almost as the same as singapore's...eg...how they solve certain problems.
learnt quite a few words from them...
hah...
and tested it today....hehe
cos today we did thai green curry and green papaya salad....
and of course....the teacher is a thai....and a woman~!
so i said in thai 'very very beautiful'
then she replied back tat im face is cute and chubby..~!
haha...my goodness....first time im seeing her and im sucking up to her already...
anyways...i've got TONS to learn~!i need to learn more~!
loving God,
Jingmin

2005-10-23T17:44:00.000+08:00

haha...dunno what to write leh....hmm....the practicals now are getting more and more 'nan'...cos gotta find ur own recipe and 'create' ur dish....to say the truth....im not a really creative person by nature...serious....and my plating sux big time...haha...plating is an idea...of how u want to present ur food on the plate....there are alot of ways to present ur dish ma....the main thing is to have the contrast of colours and the 'height' of the food...hehe.....very hard leh...like the last practical...wah piang...realised that all my food are orangey in colour...wah piang~!haha....anyways....thurs was an international chef's day....and i was one of those who volunteered to go to help out....but my group is the 'special' one...where we gotta go to swissotel kitchen extra extra early....to package the food....into like bento type of lunchboxes....pretty fun....but pretty tiring too....now then i know the seriousness of mass production....u do this...i do that....i was the one who gotta place the cover over the boxes....seems easy?wait until u do it....doing abt 300-400 in....we reached at 6.30...we finished at 9.30...and halfway thru...(got a total of 9 people there)....5 went off....so ended up with 4 people lor....imagine doing so many in so little time....haha....*backache*....but fun lah....then after that Jasmine Ng...she represents Singapore for culinary competitions overseas de.....she drove us to harbourfront...and i met ace and tony...ace's fren there..that tony hor....hai...the first sentence he spoke...i felt like bashing him up already leh~!!becos i asked him what bus to take....direct translate from chin"yao ta(step) se ma bus?"...then he said...bus cannot step one...if not will flatten..haiz...anyways...we then went to east coast to cycle....cycle for 2 hrs...then they went off....from there....i started to search for Pasta Fresca dunno what resturant....i was walking from 5.35 to 7.30....just to find that place~!!and God tested me in my preserverence....really....walking for so long.....i cannot even tahan from yishun to khatib....what can u say when i walked the ENTIRE east coast....haiyo....until now....my butt and legs still hurt...haha~!exercise~!Breakthrough~!!

2005-10-14T09:58:00.000+08:00

hhmm
Be A Woman Of 1 Book
DI1
lets hit to have 7 converts this month!
really hesitating whether should i write that number down...
but by God's grace...it shall be fulfilled...
Ace...xiuzhen and me shall see 2 converts each....by faith...
veronica...1....but we must work together...and harder too...
DI1 must grow grow grow......
Mr Tan shall go behind us and scream as he goes back to his lala land....

ohya....
today is the first time in my entire life....where i ponned class...
haha....cos today should wake up at 6...but due to last night late sleeping....haha...i tot my afternoon nap could have settled it all....
anyways....i woke up at 8.30 instead....tt means if i were to go to sch....i would have reached there abt 9.30....
but must be in class by 8....but no point going anymore since today is practical leh....if u're late for practical....tt means u're going to drag the whole class lor....and if i were to go sch....hmm.....they almost going to finish the practical le ma....so whats the use...somemore last night stayed up late to find the recipes....haiyo....demerit points....ahh....thank God is only 1....haiz...hahaha....must give thanks in watever things we come upon....
haha...
must continue to work hard!...
elizabeth,child of God signing off
Woman of 1 Book
October-7!!!!

2005-10-10T08:48:00.000+08:00

hehe....paiseh ah....long long time didnt update le...
today going to update a short post....cos later i need to bathe and rush to sch at 9.45...hehe...
actually for ya info....i went to Sri Aman...tts in east malaysia 2 weeks ago...couldnt post last week cos pretty busy then...so didnt update....
we went there for 6 days....
was really really refreshed by everything there...
the people there are really really spirit led...seriously speaking...
and i think we lack in that particular area...or should i say me....so i think i gotta be closer to God then i ever could have thought of...so that By GOd's grace the Holy Spirit can lead me to do great things for HIm...
first time in alot of things....first time travelling out for malaysia alone....actually no leh...its second...first was class trip to malacca...haha...anyways....first time seeing maggots and eating it also...
first time visiting the clearwater stream...haha...and playing ard....and falling alot of times cos due to the slippery-ness of the rocks on the stream...
but really had alot of fun....
learnt a lot....
that cannot be learnt just from listening alone....
u must really go there...
have a look....then u can really appreciate God's Goodness and Mercy...
what i've learnt the most was to not take People And Things for Granted...
when we do survey...do we have the burden?do we have the desire to have more contacts?whatever is ard us right now....will we appreciate it and say its from God?
i think this principle:'do not take things and people for granted'....should all go back to....'are we taking God for granted?'....
last sun went to watch corspe bride....really a good show....
its been like a million years since i went to the cinema to watch movies....
i think its not only a waste of time....but a waste of money too...the price for sun was 9.50 bucks....thats expensive leh....very.....
but i think God would want his children to have pleasure in doing things so isn't it?haha....but realised that i can't only BE with my cg members only in ss...cg...or shepherding....but we should have a time to go out together....so my cg and i decided to have an outing every quarter....thats once or twice in 3 months....hehe....and mobile cg once every month....really bonds the unretained people in the cg well...i've learnt tt when my cg and i went to visit gillian at novena...suharti in jurong east...and yenjing in Jurong Point....really enjoyed the time the cg spent with them...even though short...but fulfilling....
actually this has been in my mind for pretty long....ever since last month....the people are not retained from then...or last last month...i see the number of people sitting in the di1 row....never has it exceeded 5 before....maybe once...when suharti brought her frens here....but not good enuff...suharti is not retained too...we must build up DI1!!!!
Surveying is tiring....but satisfying...if u do it with God...i remember telling xueqi...when we went to simei ite to do survey....when we are going home tt time....so little contacts....in total we only got 9....me 6 xq 3....i told her that we're not fruitful at all....cos during that day....the sch was STREAMING with people...cos on tt day...simei ite held a career fair....so different ites came in to see.....so many people....until i also dunno where to start from....everytime we grumble tat there isn't any people...but now its streaming with people....haiyo....what excuses can i give anymore?
am i taking God for granted...?
haha...in the end write so long....haha
k la....
cya then....
bb

2005-09-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

yahhoo!!!!
yay!!!
finished my exams le!!!
a long holiday awaits me!!
only a week....
but long enuff to refresh me!!
yay!!
anyways....
pretty worried abt the third paper...
Food Knowledge
cos the night before am busy with cg stuff.....
almost no time to study....
alot of things i dunno came up...
tts the worse scenerio....
well....what abt studying before??
haha....no time ter study....
but i believe that God is going to help me...
cos what im doing is for Him ma...haha...
so not so worried la....
but if fail one paper...gotta pay 75 bucks....
so better not fail..haha....
anyways....dunno whhat to do in the holiday...how to spend it...but haa....
gonna spend it in a biblical way la...hheehe...
ta ta....
till then...cya!!

2005-09-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

die
this coming tues and practical exam
EXAM
n its marked by my mr leong....whom is of a higher rank then my present teacher
y?
haha...got degree ma..
anyways....what we gotta cook then?
beef consumme(very difficult to cook actually,must control timing well)
chicken piccatta(chicken marinated wit herbs with cheese n egg on top to fry..yummy)
turned glazed carrots(my turning!!!gotta improve!!)
grilled asparagus(chicken feet...easy peasy)
sauteed broccoli and kailan....
tomato concasse sauce(mamma mia babe!)
these are the few dishes that we gotta do on that day....
hmm....pretty worried la....
today actually u can choose on whether u wan to go sch or nt...can choose la...but hai....did everything jus in time only....must plan more....planning is very very impt...haha...tts what i've learnt...
pretty tired.....on the inside....is tis a test frm God?
serving's difficult..sometimes i admire my frens freedom..
its not tt i dun have...
its that all of my days r already 'booked' with something on hand...and would always go home late...
so seeing me at home early without 'anything' to do is a time for me to replenish myself...hehe...
but will obstruct this thought with God....
wats the use of doing all these....
why waste money for transport...
y make ya parents worry...
it all comes down to one thing...
im doing all tis for God...
matt 6:33
samuel even rebuked me about this before....
he told me to priotize....tests and examinations are more impt...
then one part of me wanna say....crazy la...how to do things without God?
another part of me said...........rest la..........tired rite........
very tempting.....haha....but i dun wanna gif in....
wherever God wans me to go....
i'll go.....
y rebuke back to God?
u'll get it from God one day...ahaha...
rebuking's a strong word
its not nice to rebuke other people
its not nice to be rebuked too rite
this is what my mum will always say....say people say yourself....(retribution??)
anyways...i think alot of people dun understand y leaders do these...
leaders do that...
or even change their plans at the very last min...
well...it has always been in my heart that whatever that they do will be something to help us....so i dun get it y theres alot of people rebuked to their leaders....even unknowingly....i pity that leader....but i guess this is what we gotta go thru and learn...learn from mistakes...this is the BEST way to improve...
like how i learn it is like from my cooking....i've made many many mistakes....
but i improve on it....n i remembered on the day of my practical test my mam likes it....(she's a strict teacher btw)....
and a leader gotta learn...no learning...no growth....
not even leaders....members....shepherds....
do ya best to support them...
not tear them down...
im thinking....how good would it be if im dumb for one day?
stop whatever u're doing and look at everything ard u....
admire what God has done...
that'll be great isn't it....
everyone must slow down...or take short breaks...like what meihwa said...
rest....but for me...i'll add a little something...not only rest...
LOOK
whatever God has done in our lives we should be grateful...
be kingdom minded...
we'll tend to misfocus...
its ok to misfocus...cos these type of situations will happen...
but the main point is to turn to the focussed direction again...
yearn for growth....
nothing beats having the feeling of God working inside of u and knowing that watever u do God is there ter help ya..
great feeling isn't it~~=)
dunno what im talking?
pray....ask God for wisdom.....
hehe....
ciao babes~~

2005-08-24T10:29:00.000+08:00

yo dudes...
is the last post too boring??haha....jus explaining what i've learnt la...
but anyways....yesterday was my practical test where we gotta cook roast chicken..pilaf rice(i bought it to s-11 on sat and di 1 and di 2 loved it..haha)...turned vegetables and cream of mushroom....
thank God that everything went well...except for a small mishap that i almost forgotten to bring my apron...towels and cap....ahh!!wil deduct le...haha....yay!!...haha...everything went on well...finished everything ahead of time...finished at 10 instead of 11...is that called fast or wat...well....i'd better be cos i've done roast chix..pilaf rice and turned vegetables TRICE consecutively already before the test le...haha....so already knew whats gonna happen...hehe...yay....
and thank God that the teacher who graded me was pretty lenient...hehe...said my cream of mushroom is 'mamma mia!'...haha....imagine a 46 yr old guy saying mamma mia.....very cute le....hahaha!
and for my main dish too....haha....pretty good overall....got full marks for my presentation..(5)...turned glazed carrots(4.5)...turned sauteed zucchini(4)....pilaf rice..(he said he loved it...well...me too!!haha...)(i think i got a 5 for that) and my roast chix got a 5 if im not wrong....
calculate it all.....multiply by the weightage of the sub....
i've gotten 18.4/ 20....haha(and for B class...heard that the highest is 17.5)
pretty high le....even beaten weicong....the one who do his practical besides me....he's pretty good cos he has experience as he is working in a resturant...haha...he has a 18...ahaa....dun look down on the numbers after the decimal point...its very big if u calculate in all....
and upon 100....i've 92.....YAY~!!!...
PRAISE GOD!!
and praise God too....now im in IT class....and my teacher havent come in yet...heheh.....okok.....(my fren christine....is pretty pissed with her marks becos mam flora....that looks after my class during practical...said that she is pretty strict with her marking...haha....she asked me to write de hor~!!!.)

i love God

2005-08-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

i am sinful
very sinful
what is sinful??
anything that falls short of the glory of God
didnt i know that im sinful?
well....not to the extent of really KNOW it...but i fully understand that....cos i didnt realise...stupid?haha....dun think so lah.....learning takes place everyday....like now....
realised that even in a short trip from maybe ya hse to the mrt...u can do alot of things that will not please God.
u might not feel it.....u might not even know it....
from ya thoughts...to ya body language......could tell the world a different story then what u think it would be....
someone 'pin pointed'...or a nastier word....rebuked me....3 times i think...(yaya....i hold grudges....but not bitterness...hehe...but come to think of it...repentence)(MUST!)....
being pin pointed/rebuking is a painful feeling.....
it hurts me alot....really....i might not show it....but deep deep down in my heart its tearing....the feeling is indescrible)...
but its the more i love the person for doing that to me.....y not hate...??nicer feeling rite?no need to talk to that particular person at all....what a nice thing to do...........but thats not what i think the person i love would even try to think to do it....
so love the person...........y not gain a fren than a enemy......not only that....God would want us to love one another....so y not do things that God will like...hehe....
learn another thing today....
haha....how did i learn it??woo....in the bathroom.....suddenly thinking about fellowship....haha....
fellowship with my frens is important....fellowship with my dians is very important....fellowship with my family..........important?
haha....you must be thinking..........crazy....................abo then.......................DUH!!!.....................
but have u spent time with ya parents and ya siblings?if yes...........how?is the time well spent?open during the conversation u have between them....or just sitting there............if yes to all these....well i guess thats good fellowship......even when u and ya parents jus sit and watch tv........the feeling of knowing that u are there.............its enuff to satisfy ya parents.....but how much time have we spent with our parents?
this is a very very big issue....personally for me.....
1)cos im really close with my parents
2)my home.........HOME...........is not a HOTEL............the feeling of knowing tat u treat ya house like a hotel.......come in...sit for a little while....then go out to do something...........this type of feeling....knowing that u cannot spent enuff time with ya family is not pleasant.at all.
so thats why after meetings....or cgs.........i will go home straight away..............even when there is nothing at home.......i will not stay in that place to makan........i will da bao(take away)..........
the time u have with ya family is so little liao..............y lessen it to be with ya frens....?
priortize(spelled incorrectly?)
u already had enuff time spent with ya frens in sch...........about 8-10hrs?
u already had enuff time spent with ya dians in meetings/cgs....bout 4 hrs?
u need to sleep...6 hrs?i know we got alot of owls here....
traveling time?2 hrs?
eg 10+4+6+2=22
time with family?2 hrs.....enuff??i dun think so.....cos u also need to do projects or homework at home.....so see the importance of the fellowship with ya family?this can also bridge the closeness of the family together also...
i love them....really.....thinking about this can make me cry.....which writing this....haha....tearing my eyes.................
i guess seeing the day my whole household coming to know Christ would be a waterfall explosion...........not kidding..........
i remember myself crying when i was working at pasir ris....becos i miss them....and its only half an hr trip back home to see them...haha....ridiculous isn't it?
but thats how i love them.=)

2005-08-02T13:52:00.000+08:00

woo guys......wah....the evo camp is pretty good....haha...im the head of food comm by the way.....woke up early in the morning to do breakfast....haha....everything went on pretty well.....thank God for lester and hannah....great helpers....did alot.....so thank u guys very very much....and yesterday we had dmm......haha....no sermon.....but food instead....haha....kfc and pizza.....hehe....thank God for ah HWA!!!yay!!.....haha.....went though a lot of things.....but yet still kept the group very very strong even in the hardest circumstances.....whether it is finanically...health....work......so really thank God for this leader who is bringing us to victory.....and i've thought about this yesterday....that actually since annointing flows down right....then actually we are not only inhabiting our cl's character and attitude to grow.....but also our unit leader....cos he/she leads the group....and how the group grows depends greatly for our leader...hmm.....but need to repent about something....tat actually i've dragged a task meihwa has given to me.....actually i didnt really forgotten to do it....its that i've been pretty busy in sch....and in ministry....not an excuse though.....but its the information about my subjects that has been giving me a problem....cos even when i've only have 4 subjects.....but these 4 subjects are reaLLy REALLY heavy.....no kidding....haha.....i can even tell u the stories about what my teacher has said to us....so to let us have better understanding....haha....all this stuff has made me very very 'seh'.....really......last time i've never slept in bus or trains before....so i've always wondered y these people always slept.....is it cos of work....wah....then that gotta be alot lor.....but i finally understood their tiredness....hhaaha.....cos i've also began sleeping/resting in trains le.....wah.....but smsed her back.....meihwa la.....tell her that im sorry(dUh).....and i think thats not even what i think she wants to hear also.....haha.....and also no repeats of these happening or whatsoever.....and that im also serious lah....haha.....but she smsed me back saying that God is looking for this type of leaders..and that i've passed the test....y??u might think....cos i've taken correction humbly and seriously.............and that she'll see more growth in me.....of course lar....definitely will see more growth....but really???God's looking for this type of leaders??wah....if like that then very jia let le la.....haha.....but God changes life.....like zhonghuan is becoming a CL....haha.....really thank God for Him.....taking responsibilites very seriously and also senitive to others needs also.....so i think that God can even use him more.....haha.....JIA YOU ZHONGHUAN!!!haha.....and for veron....wow......they said last time u backslided before....i was thinking.....really ah....ok lor.....that was before.....but if u tell me now.....i would be like.....siow.....crazy ah......not possible la.....becos i've seen the growth in her.....ever since something personal happened in her life....i think she began to take life seriously and began to do more for God....cos she has seen the miracles that God has planted in her life....and VERON....JIA YOU!!!haha.....CLA right......be a cl soon....i remember u wanna become a cl by the end of the yr....haha...wow...its even faster tehn u've prayed for....haha.....really....thank God for u......u've encouraged me and also shown me the Christ likeness in u.....the passion and the fire that is with in u.....keep it growing.......haha....anyways....now in school.....write so long le teacher havent come in yet....haha...Praise the LORD..!!!hahahahahaha.....teacher came in liao....haha........bye peeps....

2005-07-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

hehe....schools been great....made many many new frens.....and how they identify me??the elizabeth that kelvin the big nose likes....haha...tis is ridiculous man...haha....even though kelvin is joking....but he is going way way overboard man....haha...like saying 'elizabeth...y arent u eating with me but with pratap' etc kind of words....then everyone will imitate him saying elizabeth here and there....haiyo....damn irritating man....but anyways....the projects is like.......HAIYO............like so many things to do but little time....and our madam flora warned us that our practical test/exam is coming soon...our catering science test is the following week.....AARRRHH!!!.....haiyo......and ohya....whenever there is practical....there are bound to have cuts or burns on me le....but thank God for the last 3 practicals....hhaha...no harm done.....so everytime ther is no cuts or burns on me when i go hm after practical....haha....oh man....thank God....haha....wooo.......and im busy these days....so will be online less....hoo....

2005-07-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

those of u who found out that there are more and more weird names coming up...they are my new friends in Shatec....yay....gotta start a cg there asap man!!anyways....wooo.....the practicals that we've done so far has been ok lar...but can be improved!!cos i keep asking people...especially the one opposite me....weicong....haha....who ask him to do things so fast....chop onions like chopping for competition like tt sia.....but i think he is pretty annoyed by me asking him lar....but i also very blur....hmmm....must change in this area.....look at the recipe then go sch then can be confident...haha....but the thing is this week is really really de busy lor...haha....go sch at 8....then somtimes get home at a really really late hr....hmmm.....may God's grace be upon me to help me...hehe....anyways....yay...samuel is coming to church tmr!!haha...but he is a believer liao la...but let him come and see lor....hehe....tmr straight after sch got to rush to nexus for clc1.....hmm....i think i'll be very very late....cos today there is no teaching abt this food tt we are cooking tmr....so tmr we are going to listen and cook at the same time....hehe.....gotto bring knife set and all le...aiyoo....gonna be very heavy.....update next time........

2005-07-10T09:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.....thank God this is the weekend....oooohh my....this whole week im really really looking forward to this weekend man....becos can rest my feet from shoes and especially my heels...yay!!!hai......but tmr gotta wear le....haix.........but nevermind........yesterday while Jason...Samuel....and Pratap and me was walking home from jus doing the practical at sch.....as i was talking to them....i realised that we all had a connection....jason and samuel are christians...and pratap has a girlfriend who is a christian....haha...so all interlinked de....and realised that becos everyone was asked y he or she wanna take up this course....and samuel said that its becos he wants to open up a resturant in cambodia....then i tot he's a cambodian....then yesterday then i knew that he wasnt....but actually he wants to go there on a misson trip cos he's a missionary....so he was actually interested to come to our church....then jason couldnt come becos he had sth on....but cos i didnt bring my hp along.....we cancelled everything and decided to talk abt this on monday...haha.....wow....feel so happy.....haha...but pratap said that he for sure couldnt convert....cos of his upbringing as a strict indian boy by his parents even though they are pretty open abt christianty....and he even said he didnt mind for his kids to become christians...haha....but really hope that God can thoroughly use me in Shatec....cos everything that he does....He did it with a reason.....so i believe my calling to become the sword and light in Shatec and open up a Shatec girls cg!!!yay!!!ohya.....wanna say sth taht is troubling me a lot lately.....my course tutor....Mr Teow......he ar......seriously looks like Mark le!!!from NP de.....and mark....if u're reading this.....are u studying in mechanical engineering!!!??cos my teow's son is in a polytechnic studying mechanical engineering!!!......haiyo.....the smile....the face.....wah lao......look damn alike lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!even donnie said so le when i asked him yesterday....hai....but nevermind....haha....anyways....hai....the heels giving me problem man....when can it be healed???aiyoyo....God help me!!....and also....Happy birthday to...Meihwa..Donnie..Tobias...Veronica and Larry!!

2005-07-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

realised something....i like to go see other peoples blogs....nagging at them whenever they didnt update....but didnt realise tt i also didnt update often...haha....anyways.....yay!!!school started!!!yay!!....
but its a very very very painful day.......cos of my new shoes.....haix.....ended up going to PM n DMM with red feet that has blisters ALL over lor....so i told everyone to get out of the way for my feet....haha.....so in the end meihwa who is sitting next to me suddenly moved her leg and hit one of my blisters.....i was like..'OOWW'........then of course she apologised....then i said water for u...haha....cos she everytime say skin for u whenever she tagged i think....haha.....(for those who dunno....meihwa's lips is really REALLY DRY....so she every time will pluck off her sjin de la...until her lips is so swollen and red lor...haha...obby quack...itchy hand la)....then after that....we have this 'granny' awards...haha.....have most faithful sower and dunno what la for ace veron...desperate sower(ZH)(i think)....then have most faithful caller i think....xiuzhen....jeyaraj de i forgot.....stephen de i also forgot...haha....paiseh....stm...dunno stm??ask me when u see me...haha....build up relationship ma...haha..anyways....for ya info....i've gotten the most faithful shepherd...yay!!!haha...then we held a surprise birthday party for tobias....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!...haha....actually i dunno is his birthday until that i was pulled to the bedroom and was told of the secret plan for his birthday...hahha....anyways.....today i went to sch in a cab.....cos really really cannot take the pain anymore....hai.....but nevermind.....the teachers in Shatec is pretty funny...haha....like them.....they said that this week is the honeymoon week....the next week onwards.....ooo...must jia jia you lor!!!..........lamb chop....im coming!!!!!and also...........i love my parents for what they have done in my life....especially to my Daddy in heavens........wow.......felt so blessed to have all these people in my life.........so people in DI........i love ya lots babe!!!wink wink!!

2005-06-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

what do i wanna say.................hmmm...............................
wwwoooowww!!!!!!!!!!!the camps great baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well....even along the way to malaysia.....something really bad happened to me.............do my lost wallet count???hmm.....lemme think about it in the meantime.....but anyways....what im worried is my ic la....and especially what my parents gotta say as they reprimanded me the night before as im last min looking for my passport.....i cant find it......ohmy!!!so i took a taxi to my dads shop to look for it.....well.....by God's grace....can see that He really wants me to go to camp....i found it...haha....especially its around midnight....and luckily the taxi drivers are friendly....u know....taxi drivers are normally very scary especially durin the night....haha...u know...the rape and kidnapping cases....does it gotta do with my looks!!!??haha....anyways.....the day came for the camp....my mum reprimanded me and said that i better make full use of the camp....cos i cant go to anywhere else after it....i almost broke down.....then on my way to malaysia....my wallet has been kidnapped..haix....what a day.........but anyways.....my mum smsed me at night to ask whether i've reached the hotel....so i told her about the news....its by the encouragement by my sisters around me who told me to do tt....im so afraid at their response...!!so by God's grace...i smsed back with the bad news......and God really helped me alot......cos she showed me concern instead....so i really wanna thank Him who helped me even in my times of needs....and thank God that i told her abt the news...if not....its gotta bother me during the entire camp...hehe........submission to God.....having enlargement of my faith....the fruits of the spirit...all must be grown....cant stay in that shape for long....i wont allow....and im sure my Ah Pa wouldnt allow too.....and of cos ....have humility to serve and honor others before ya self.....these are the areas i've been touched with....and its a deeper level into my faith....and i thank u Lord for everything u have done in my life.....and i really yearn to do more for u in spite of the obstacles im facing...........i know that u are facing it with me always...and You are my provider....Amen....

And when i came back...i was very afraid to face my parents....but instead....they showed me love.....ohmy.....how can i thank You for that.....!!so Use me Lord..!!i've responded to becoming a spiritual leader.....i want to yearn more for growth....i cant stop here....i know i've done many responses to becoming a CL...or even a spiritual leader....this is what God has done for me.....and its my part to do the rest.....it takes 2 hands to clap.......Lord...help me.....Amen....

2005-05-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

how ironic is that when u have a guitar...but u dun use it at all for the past few yrs......................dots.......................yes....i bought my guitar a few yrs back....2-3 yrs ago???during that time...i've taken a fancy into guitars....but after a couple of lessons....i've lost my interest for it and slacked whenever the class started.....cos there is only one teacher....and about 10 students in that class....so can u imagine me being left in the corner...well...i liked it anyways...at least the teacher is not focussing on me...then when the time came for the elementary class to end...he needs to choose people who can go up to the intermediate....of course i didn't make it...haha....made a lot of mistakes...didn't even practised at all....so u can say that the money paid for that few months went to waste actually....but now....knowing that i can't leave my guitar in my hse for nothing...so i gotta learn it....for Him...haha....but also...can't bear seeing something living in my hse for nothing...i gotta use it anyways....so D.I started this this guitar lessons...so of course i went....so indeed...in that one hr and a half...learnt quite alot....now is that i need to practise....practise makes perfect ma....hehe.....
did a self evaluation on myself for these few days...i can't take my place as a member of the church....a sister to many...a member/core team member in the cg...a core team member in the dmm for granted......
God placed me in so places...........but frankly........i didn't quite realised the use of it until a few days ago...........ok......im slow.................
everytime people said affirmation.....they would somehow thank the person for doing their best in whatever that particular person did...etc and etc...i realised that i also want that too...hhaha.....so....indeed....in everything that i do from now onwards....i must do it to the best of what i can do....not only to polish up my character......but now....mainly the things that im doing now is His work......so whatever im doing now is also for Him....and i owe Him an explanation if i dun....haha.....so gotta think wisely now.....talk wisely.......do wisely........hmm.....pray that i can remember all these things....and im adjusting to talk better too....be disciplined in my actions.....im not too young and not too old....haha....somemore in d.i.........can say that being 17 is the youngest around.....but with the d.ians maturity.....i pray that they can influence me to become a young lady....not a 'siao za bo'.....hhahaa.......been in d.i for more then 6 months......my ex shepherd said that i've grown........well........i said no............i dun think so..............cos i dun think whatever im doing in the past is not letting me grow at all................................i think this is the season called winter for me bah.....like what meihwa said..........im not seeing any growth in me yet....not any real changes in me....everything is tOO stable in my life.......but seeds have fallen.........and they're waiting for the next season to come....to bloom.....thats when spring comes...(i think..haha)....the fruits will be grown........i really pray.....that this time wilL be winter.....but let it be the end of winter..amen??cos i wan to grow.............i wan to see something changing....something happening in my life....so that i can say........wow.........did i really did that???say this???.................
i feel that im not a good shepherd at all.......sheeps having problems in their lives....yet i can't help..........really want them to grow.........they really are what people will say as 'PL'(potential leaders).............they are fanatic......crazy....whatever in God..........but problems restrict them from doing so............hmm....really pray that they can have a breakthough in their lives.....fasting on it...............and another sheep.............she doesn't realise the potential in her...........slacks her day off...............fasting for her too.................pray that she can use her time wisely..........i think God is really great............this is just the time for her to show what she can do to God.....as now is her holidays........so its up to her on how she wanna use this holiday wisely..........praying that she'll have a break through in her life too............need ter fast for caregroup too.........too stable...........we need a breakthrough!!!!!!!!!!!!D.I1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!as number one...........we need to lead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe we came to cg without our hearts prepared........jus want to waste that day off with cg..........come.....play games....sing praise and worship....then holy comm....sermon.....pray........the same routine...............but can we have a break through in every cg?????????can we make sure that we learn something??????so that we can go home with our hearts renewed??rejoiced???or just .....ok lor.....????hmmmm............need ter repent..............cos normally what i go off after cg is not always feeling the latter.......anyways......repentrepentrepent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!can't go on this way............................
hmm.....got something from God.........asked me to lead something in the matt event........................pray that i can do it well.........................
i've thought of this before............normally when we prayed as a whole church during service..........everyone is different.....everyone's vision of what they should do for God is different..............imagine............everyone being ministered from God.........WOW...............IMAGINE THE SERVICE WITH 500 PEOPLE...............HE MINISTERED TO 500 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OUR GOD IS SUCH A WONDERFUL AND MIRACULOUS GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PRAISE GOD......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOW...................can't imagine what i'll be without Him.

2005-05-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

been really touched by yesterdays sermon......'living life on the edge'........well....too bad....those who went to service one and two cant get to hear of the sermon...but i went to service two and three....and both left me with different experience as in the second service...pastor jeff talked about the difference of the past and the present....that everyone will eventually grow the seed that is inside their heart....to grow.......something like that....but he didnt say it out....he talked about the experience he had with the friends that went to peru and chile to plant church....everyone of them converted in the student days....which means.........if u teleport them back 6...7 years back....they are like us....sitting in the auditorium...listening to the Word....but left being impacted that they gotta do what God is bringing them forth to......the songs in p&w is great too....!!!"u said....ask and i'll hear from heaven...like water the sea.....ask and i'll give the nations to u...oh Lord....thats the cry of my heart....distant shores and the islands will see ya light.....as it rises on us!!"oh man...i simply fell in lurve with this song...."kingdom song"...if its the right title.....i think....haha....
God has already placed the seed in our hearts.......but its up to us on the growth of it....seed needs nutrients...water and sunlight....but what we need is the bible...God....and the holy spirit within us to make that seed grow...and also WE....must grow not only in knowledge....but also in character building.......
anyways.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GERMAINE AND PECKLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oooo.....really wanna thank God for these two sisters....as for peckling.....she is a very cheerful girl lo.....never seen her face very very long before......hahaha.....everytime see her she always very very cheerful de lor.....so im really glad to have known her....somemore she's facing parental prosecution.....so if peckling....if u read this...i also pray that ya heart can remain strong no matter what comes as God is with u .....hehehe...but anyways....still....its germaine who brought her to church....hahahha.....both are shepherd and sheep by the way....so....thank God for germaine too....taught me alot....and u surround newbies...maybe they jus transferred to di....u welcome them with open arms...thats what u did to me...so i know....hahaha....and i really felt blessed by that....so thank God for u two....and hope that u two can have a really happy birthday....sorry.....can't give u two proper presents....cos now im really bankrupt...so paiseh....can only gif u two cards...but next yr....haha....wait another yr....Grow in the Lord!!!

2005-05-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

been pretty boring these days ever since i come back from the polydi camp.....ohya....forgotten to say that on the way home....2 kind hearted guys riding on a shuttle bus managed to gif us a free ride back to the mrt.....thank God for these guys....if not....20mins of walking...5-10mins of waiting for the bus....about one buck would have been wasted for the bus ride..ohya.....i also wanna say bout the new testament crash course that a few dians...huijing...yuhan...mark..bing quan..ritchie..benjamin attendedit is really a great course....and i regret that there is a cancelling of the last day due to the preparation of the polydi camp....really learnt alot in these 2 days.....i actually dun favor history as much....but going thru what the teacher roughly taught us the history of the old testsment....is it this???haha.....and the 400 silent yrs...its very very interesting and i urge all those who are able to go...go and learn sometime that God has done for and to the people in the past...and all this time....now then i've realised the harsh treatment that the people of the past received in the 400 silent yrs...imagine God not talking to u all this time!!!!i wouldn't say any longer.....go and learn it yaself if possible....haha....
am really looking forward to june camp!!!!wow....cant wait for it...!!!!imagine what are we going to do there.....what are we going to learn.....and aircon!!!haha......anyways....update more the next time round....

2005-05-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

hey guys.....jus came back from the polydi camp not long ago....really had a great time at the camp....even though the living conditions of the place is not quite adaptable to me...hahaha....im sure that im not the only one who is agreeing to me loh!!!!!but anyways...was the group leader of the group called DISCIPLES!!!....even though we didnt win as a group.....but im really glad to take up this chance to lead a group....and i've learnt alot of things.....and one of which is that u really need interpersonal skills to be able to lead a group successfully la....cos everyone has different mindsets and are also of different characters....and everyone in the group except for xueqi is very unfamiliar to me even though we saw each other before in church.....but really thank God to place them in my life cos i've learnt that u really need to give them 'space' to breathe....u cant control them....u gotta give them their freedom....and even though im their leader....i didnt exercise total authority over them cos actually all of them are older then me....haha......but as christians....we are told to lead a joyful life.....and thats what as a group we did....
i always felt the teamwork that we have whenever we gather together to have disscussions.....everyone giving their opinions..maybe improvising on it further.....thats where i felt the unity between us even though sometimes we have disagreements in the group.....but i enjoyed having that....cos only when that happens....thats where we can stand up to learn from it....
anyways.....on the first day.....during the night game....we has group leaders are supposed to be 'kidnapped'....so there are a total of 10 groups leaders being hidden in the male and female dorm rooms....and the good thing is that we are being kept in the camp committee dorm.....which is air conditioned!!!yay!!!!and we group leaders came up to a conclusion that we should somehow treasure watever we have now.....and for the first time in my life....i cant sleep because of the heat....its so warm until that i gotta keep fanning myself and that im sweating....haix...what a day....but we came first!!!!100 points!!!!when the second day come.....the storyline for the drama and cheer came up.....and the campfire!!but even though we didnt won....but everyone worked hard and had fun together......then after that we had a unit meeting....where we played shepherd and sheep.....i pity joseph....stephen was such a great runner until that whenever joseph was blinked and tried to run away....stephen ALWAYS held him back no matter what de lo....hahaha.....pretty fun la the game and then we set our objectives this coming quarter...by july....how many sheeps we wanna have etc.....d.i 1c....thats my group....by then.....by faith....veron and i have faith to grow to a caregroup size of 7 by then....yay...!!!but during night time....i changed sleeping places and slept like a pig cos as it was raining....the weather was very cool and once i touched my pillow....i slept...then woken by huixian and the others....then went to sleep.....good sleep..hahaha....today's teaching was great...but was really tired....cos for the last 2 days....only managed to sleep for only a few hours....but something cropped up during then.....i suddenly hit xiuzhen....i wont mention where....she has infection in that area....so it bled and she was sent to the hospital with wendy accompanying her....so i felt really bad about it.....cos i knew her mum as i went to visit her at the hospital when she was being referred there......hmmm....so i told my dad about it.....he chided me instead la....cos she was under mc for a week......and the infection is not caused by me.....and the reason he chided me for it cos i felt that i needed to pay for her medical bills....haix......pray that He can make a way.........

2005-04-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

saturday's the first time that we(d.ians)...or me...celebrated the birthdays of 3 people at one go.....veron(ace),zhonghuan and joseph....hahaha.....really happy for them and really pray that they will have a breakthrough in their spiritual lives....hahahaha.....they are PCL.....know what it is???potential care leaders....hahahaha......but anyways.....realised that planting church starts from small.....which is from a caregroup size...like our church....it started from a group of 5 people....now....if im not wrong....about 2000 liao ba.....a growth which took place in last 14 years...hahaha.....anyway.....i also wanna aim to be a CL by this year......really wanna do more for God.....whatever im doing now is not enough....as now im still schooless....wait till july....when i start schooling....i must do the best i can.....to glorify God in whatever i do.....hehee.....thats what veron(ace) and i said to each other....that if there is this thing called a chairwoman or monitor in the class....we'll volunteer ourselves to do it....hahaha....but the thing is that people might call us teachers' pets......but in another way....people will notice us......!!hahah....anyways....
really enjoyed Joseph's birthday party last sun......it was really fun.....d.i.3 are creative....hahaa.....they put up a kite for joseph and as joseph was holding it.....we all sang the birthday song for him 4 or 5 times....hahaha.....alternatively in english and chinese....hahaha....then as the night draws near...we buried donnie and shelby....hahahahahah......pretty funny.....shelby stepped on donnies' hand....and when its shelby's turn to be buried.....donnie stepped on her hand in return...and also saying that he'll not have any chance to do it anymore.....hahaa.....shelby is living in bitterness right then!hahaha....then we played ice man......realised that i must really get a move on already.....long long time never run already......hahaha.....but the feeling of playing is still great though.......but tobias and ricky ah.......they two really are like brothers.....hahahah......everything either one of them gets frozen.....the other will be always on hand to rescue the other....!!!!!pretty funny the sight of them both.....one a 12 year old....the other....i think 22 bah!!i dunno....hahaha!!interesting pair!....and yesterdays fellowship with meihwa and veron was great.....learnt something in return as they stayed at my hse for 8 hours....hahaha......veron and i was talking and talking and talking crap......and meihwa was using the computer.....hahaha.....but found out that working away at home is really a great feeling le......cos as meihwa stopped work at around 11......then she went to use my brothers' bed to sleep.....haha...she said she wanna rest for 5 mins...then in the end for 15......before she continued to work again.....lazy pig!!and i remembered that veron and i kept laughing about something.....hahahahah....really funny..............

2005-04-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

YoYOYO........solly peeps..........so long nvr update ler.........hahahahaha.......................but many things happened to me upon this period of time...................................i've died..................................but im back........................................................................MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahhaahahaa.............................im AliVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GUESS WHO I MARRIED TO............??dots.....................................of course Jesus..........................................He's my dear........no one can snatch HIm away.....................shelby.......siam hor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u already got Mr TEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SO no snatching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahaahahaha.............................................and i also wanna announce something...........................for the past 2 months..............................................................i found out tt im together with a illegal immigrant................................................who ar........................................hmmm....................difficult question ter answer.........................................aahhh.....i know............................the one who looks like a LION de lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaahahah....no nid to guess la.....u'll know...............................................hmmm.......
anyways..................................to serious business..............................................
i found out that i really need to repent and to seek wisdom from my husband.............................................................really pray tt He'll gimme time to change.........cos there's a lot of changes tt i need ter make.........................................not only in my communication......but also add wisdom........................and i've been taught today tt i must have knowledge and experience..........................only tt can i have more wisdom.................AHA..........................and also must have anointment flowing........................flowing.......................from my ah lao....................!!!heheheheeee..................only then........................i can do more for Him.
ps**i fell in lurve with a baby girl called emily.......she's damn cute......but germs and wendy got their hands full of her.....and they wouldn't let me carry her......NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**

2005-04-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

yo peeps.....................hahaha.....damn long nvr update le....paiseh!!!!*bows down with an apolgetic look*!!.............been very busy with stuff.....even though im not working anymore....haha....(cos they found permanent staff liao....as im a temp staff there....)too bad.....its their loss!!!!.......*make sure that the supervisors aren't watching!!*....haha......bleahx....haha.......so many things has happened....!!!!we had a new transfer in our cg....called xiuzhen!!!!!yay...!!!!her baptised name is the same as mine le!!!!wah lao....copy cat ah.......haha.....just joking.....and we also had 2 new sister converts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Jaclyn and suba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wow.......im really happy for them........felt really glad that they converted at the last min!!!haha....why did i say tt.......??they came half way thru the service....yet God still touched their lives and they converted....even they are not people that i've bought.........but im still happy......hahahahah.......so must make sure that i bring people and see them convert......wow......thats the real joy to experience man!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha....yay........anyways.....looking forward to the service later....hahah.....cos i've highlighted my hair liao ma.......dunno what the d.ians will say when they look at it.....no need to say......i can predict the expressions of some..................................hahahaahah.....and know what they will think liao....hahaha.......ohya....today am supposed to go back to sch for the speech day........u may wonder why???????????hahaha.....cos i've won a prize in fnn.......cos i scored grade one for that mah.....but dun wan to go back la.....must wear sch uni and all....somemore must wear tie......haix......i dun even know where i've last placed them liao....!!!haha.............beenn reallly looking forward to the church camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wow............can sense the excitement already even though its in june.......hahaha.....cant wAit to go!!!!!!!!!aiya.......haha....somemore water bap coming!!!!!!wow........haha.....but time will definitely fly............God......!!!let it fly faster...!!!!cant wait liao.....:D......... hehehehe...............
p.s......this coming tues is a verY vERy important day******

2005-03-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

sry folks for not being able to update lately......*takes a bow*.........*with a salute added if u wan la.....*......anyways.....
found a job as a librarian on last tuesday....after i've sent in the resume.....a few hours later....haha....tts after i've prayed that the application will be sucessful....the call came in....during that time....i was ready to take a nap.....*i know i know....lazy me....but what do u expect when a bed...full of comfort is waiting upon u???*
surprisingly....the call was a lady whom is from the company that i've sent the resume to.....
haha....lucky me ehx....then she quickly told me the rough details about the location....the details of the job....and the most importantly....the salary....hehex....then she said that im needed to work on shifts....that is either from 7.30 to 4.....or 3.30 to midnight....i was like....can i choose???and i asked her tt.....and she said no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Then she said that she will call me later....haha....what did i do in the meantime????PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!pray tt most of the shifts would be on the 1st shift....so that it wouldn't affect my ministry......and if really possible....LET A MIRACLE HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but guess what.....the call came in again....and she said that im only needed to go on normal shifts....!!!!!yeah...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THANK U LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so wednesday i went for the job interview and they immediately accepted me.....haha.....wow....on my abilities.....haha....no....
they are short on labour!!but its ok!!!!at least im not slacking...somemore at least the devil will not attackk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah........during these few days while im on the job....The Lord definitely blessed me alot.....like waiting for the bus.....and praying that it'll come immediately....and it really did....not kidding....and im not late...even once....!!!!haha....but its too early to say....cos im only on the job for only 4 days!!!!!!
So i've been thinking......Lord definitely blessed me alot....i couldn't even bless Him back.....but the only thing i can do for Him is his work...."making disciples of all nations........'and i've really learnt alot.......
since i've joined d.i
i think i can really say that i've grown........i've realised the importance and the responsibility needed to carry out each and every one of His given tasks to me.....no matter whether it is my new sheep....or something that my shepherd asked me to do for her..............i must really do everything to its best.......i must learn no matter what......no obstacles is going to unbound me from the Lord.........so those who've read this update....remind me.........im a forgetful person le....haha.....but luckily.....God simply just loves sinners.....Thank u Lord....Amen....

2005-02-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

wow.....these few days has really flown by really quickly....these few days has really been quite meaningful to me.....
as on sat....we learnt about the three lettered word......its beautiful...yet....may be quite disturbingly offensive to some......
the word is....."sex"...!!!!.....yeah.....i guess that many people like me may be wondering about what lesson would i learn from it as i'm too young.....haha.....yeah....being 16 is good.....haha....but really learn quite alot from it.....from certain points.....or angles....as certain people view it differently....anyways....after the service....we went straight ahead to np hq for our D.i reunion dinner!!!!yeah......
but not fair.....aiyoyo....we are the first to leave.....but the last to arrive.....the rest took the cab.....
nevermind.....at least we are saving money......money can't be wasted easily ah.....haha.....
but still.....the most important part of it all is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............thefirethatbrokeoutinthekitchenwithdonnieinfrontofit..........haha....actually...
its....the fire that broke out in the kitchen with donnie in front of it.....haha.....wah.....power....haha......its veron.....she said something about fire that i've forgotten and that led to the fire in the kitchen la.....but thank God.....no one was hurt......but its really nice actually......the colour....the ambience and all.....wah....wasted leh....never photographed it or video taped it.....haix......donnie....dun bash me......later all ur leg hair get burnt le.....wouldnt it be good???at least the guys wouldnt make fun of ur hair anymore ma hor....hee....but will have the smell la!!!!!!haha.....but thank God its a small fire.....if not.....i wouldn't think of what would happen....haha....
ok.....down to sunday.....we went to donnie's house.....his parents are really friendly.....haha....but i think meihwa still wants the recipe!!!!!!!!haha.....but their cooking is really nice too......during that day is my first day to see inuyasha......so can really see why u guys are really fanatic about it.....and also .....now then i know tt donnie has another bro.....haha.....wah....debbie very ke lian.....only girl....haha!!!!!anyways....played badminton and basketball.....first time play ball game until so late man.....wooo.....but luckily mother never scold....hehe.....also my first time go visiting go until so late also ah!!!!!
yeah monday!!!!!we had dmm.....its really fun......and its also my first time to see mei hwa so serious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wah...........really terrified by her expression when she asked the cls about the stats......wah.....but we need to be serious when it comes to God's business....yeah!!!!!but really feel like crying for them.....ahhh....really scared.....now at least can practise...whenever dmm comes.....at least can practise.....not to let myself cry easily.....as i'm very sentimental!!!!!hahax.....not kidding dudes.....
anyways.....yesterday went to ryan's hse......its a nice hse even small.......also can see how ryan's close friends 'fellowship'......xuesha was in it by the way.....and wow.......the way that xuesha and freddy fight with each other.......wow man......never in my life will i or did that to my brothers before....aiyo.....but ryan was really a generous guy....last sat.....he treated us t curry puffs......yesterday.....he gave boxes of cookies to the girls ad large kit kat to the guys....wow....and the cookies were from famous amos.....and from the packaging.....it looks very ex....haha.....but thank God were had a fun time in there.....fellowshipping with each other.....
i think that this 15/2 is the one of the 'bestest' day i've ever had....haha....there's surely gonna be more bestest days for me....ahah....cos before i went to ryan's house....my parents and i went for a shopping trip at city plaza....and i went home with 8 more clothes.....2 more long pants....and a handbag...!!!!!my first one..!!!!yeah!!!!!!damn happy cos first time buy so many at one go....my mum said that to find clothes that are suitable for you is not easy....so she said i can't buy clothes from anywhere except from city plaza.....haha....diaoz....
today......went to meet up with jefferey......haha.....we talk here and there.....and realised that the whole sch including him hated one teacher.....but he learnt to forgive as from matt5:44.....love ur enemies......haha....tts great..
i even saw varon....one of the visitors that huixian brought during christmas service....she's much better then i thought as when she came to church during that time....she is actually quite serious in one way or another...but when i saw her....she was joking happily with her friend....ooo...that means that huixian and i need to sow on her more ...
ohyeah.....i've finally found something to do for one day...jasmine called.....help is needed in the church office!!!!!10 in the morning...well...tts what i wake up to everyday....haha....but God will make a way to help me find a job as i can't slack.....satan will come......but with God...i will SHOO it away.....

2005-02-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!been very busy lately.........okiee.....i wanna say about what happened on sat....thats after the service....
when we gathered....as a group...brought our things...we started to settle down....but not before meihwa started to pull me aside to tell me something...
this something is a something that i've never expected ....really.....even when i've been praying about this everyday from dunno when........
that is i've became a shepherd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow....but my initial response was like.....couldn't absorb properly as i dunno what to do then as meihwa shook my hand to congratulate me......haha.....to think of it......i should've been more responsive......by saying 'oh my God'.....or really have a big grin....
but i just smiled and her and did what she said...to take care of Jefferey....haha....
but seriously speaking...(richard's famous line!!)....i'm really glad to be of a sheep's shepherd....cos not ony do i have a bigger responsibility now......but really looking forward to becoming a shepherd of many....as i really wanna grow together with my future sheepies!!!!!
yeah......haha....to instead of praying that i wanna be a shepherd now.....but have been praying to be a shepherd to be of wisdom.....haha....to tackle the sheepies questions.....imagine not being able to answer the sheepies questions....but needing to call and ask ur shepherd about that nstead.....wah....so malu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so cannot!!!!!!!must have wisdom....yeah!!!!!!
So reuben!!!since we are 'new' shepherds.....we must grow!!!!!!amen????(back in tekong's toilet.....'amen!!!!!'....can be heard through the difficulty of baking a cake...haha....dun kill me!!!!)
the sheep's name of mine .....i will not say first....haha.....wait till ur present shepherd tell u about the news first....hope that u can accept it!!!!!haha....dun worry......i'll take care of u well.......
have been busy with new year thingy's.....i'm sure that i've gained 2 or 3 kilos.....not fair....cos yesterday there is potluck....on which every family on my father's side came with at least 1 or 2 dishes....but the catch is that my father has 5 brothers and sisters....not including him....so there is alot alot of things to eat....including the buffet that is at my house right now....but has been cleared away by the people in charge just now.....but the leftovers is.....wow.....alot.....people who are coming to my house.....ah...eg...d.i1.....may not be able to eat.....cos the food may be finished by tmr......lolx.....haha......really need to get the trim slim!!!!!haha....joseph also wanna buy hor.......(dun hit me!!!)....

2005-02-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

yo peeps.....has been damn long since i've updated.....
anyways....there's nothing much going on in my life right now except to love God more and more each day....and i'm so called 'searching' for jobs....thru my friends....so not much on the newspapers yet...hehex....i really really wanna recover from my coughing soon...cos it has already have been 2 weeks since i'm ill....hehe....and all who has seen me before....would have known i'm of what size....hehe......anyways....really want to be a healthy child for God.....so really am on a diet.....hehe....hope not to break that...ahh.....Big J.....u know what to do ah.........hahax.....joking....cos this bro of mine also has tis same goall.......so we are gonna be healthy children of God!!!!yeah baby.....
about monday's rtm......wow.....it was reali "fun"....
haha....why do i say that????one of the game is to run up the stairs.....to the top floor and to run down again.....in 7 mins.....thats very long....the group which runs the most wins.....
i've never went up to the 12 floor before...much less running up and down in 7 mins.......
ohhh my....its really a challenge.....but i still did it.....haha....Big J who is in my group did it too.....yeah.....we can do it.....with God and preservence....haha....my school motto...or is it creed?????hehe....quitted school 1 week ago then like that,.....haha....nvm....i've never known anyways....opppsss.....
yeah....really thank God...never thought that i would inspire anyone with my testimony....but meihwa.....yeah....u're welcome my dear..........(cos u said thank you...hehe...i'm being polite ehx0....was really inspired by it as she begin to think about her being a new believer days.......so really thank God for using me to touch other people's lives....and i really pray that he will continue to do so always....
about yesterday's cg....it was great....yeah....it was really really great....cos suharti came!!!!!!and meihwa's dream was fulfiled....cos she dreamt about her coming to cg with joy and anticipation....so hhaha...on the whole....she was thrilled...we also cooked.....
but the problem is that before we had finished cooking....almost half of us has already gone....and even when 10pm came to the clock.....we haven't finished cooking yet....haha....wah lao....but i gtg already.....so i can't finish cooking....sorry guys.......i can't let u guys taste my potatoes with cheese sauce....hha....but i'm gonna cook sometimes for u guys....hehe....
okieee.....today's follow uping with yiwen has been really really crazy..........ahhh...God with Me.....oh my.....she's really a real borne lamer and teaser......even of a better quality than Shelby.....hehe........kkkz....dun kill me.....
anyways......really REally am looking forward to tomorrow'a service...can't go last sat.....arhhhhh....miss the whole performance......ahh....but it's ok....whats gone is gone.....hehe......pray that tomorrow will be a good day....yeah....haha....
ohya....saw my ex-schoolmates.....they in bishan ite rite now.....wow....the uniform that they are wearing looks really office like.....haha...but they've been getting along well in there.....haha....miss all of ya lots man.....really ....not kidding....they(yati...szehui and peiwen)...also said that i've looked better too...haha....better mean it ahh.....haha....

2005-01-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

arrrgggggghhhhhhh.....................tomorrow we are having E-Motions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................but the thing is that...........................i'm still sick ahh!!!!!!!!!!!even the fever and flu has gone off........but my cough worsen........until that it hurts very badly in my throat and the main thing is....................................i'm losing my voice.................aahhhhhhh..........how to call contacts........???????????????i can't even talk properly to my friends and teachers......haix.......but i still believe that God is still gonna make a way for me no matter what happens..........
ANd guess what????????my mum finalLLy relented me enough....to let me go to SHatec!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so i'm gonna go there early....about 10 plus.....cos the counter closes at noon......so pray that everything can go on smoothly......................
And Thank You!!!!!the D.ians who sent me messages !!!!!!!!!!!!!!thank God for u guys.........being so busy already........but still putting in time to ask me about my sickness............dun worryy.....with God...........I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah....AMEN!

2005-01-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

nowadays im really really stressed out....arrgghhh....there's damn many schoolwork to be done....yet little time....but God blessed me with the most incredible thing around....
Illness!!!!!!haha....people would most probably think that....siao ah.....sick also nice meh!!!???but anything that happens to me i will say that it is God Blessed....hahax....anyways....on tuesday...i wasn't really feeling well in the morning...so much to say that during PE....i didn't really feel like running the usual 10mins run....but guess what???my PE teacher 'discounted' it to a 5...wah!!!!!!thats great!!!!!after my recess...the cold started to settle in....then the fever.....hahax....
during that time....i only felt like sleeping le...then was 'scolded' be 3 teachers for resting my chin on the table....but i wasn't sleeping what....haiyoyo....but they didn't really reprimand me la...they only ticked me off for doing that...hehe...weird though....when i reached home....before i slept...i took my temperature...its was 36.9 degrees....but i felt really hot...unlike what i felt in the class which was terribly cold le.....anyways...when i woke up....my temperature was 38.9 degrees.....weird ah....but after i went to the polyclinic....i took my medicine and slept....when i woke up....i was ok....haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
imagine....i've gotten one day free to do everything that was needed......without the feeling of being sick!!!!!so thats why i said this sickness is God Blessed de....hahax....but i'm still sick though....from the coughing and a little bit of sore throat...hehe....but anyways....
had a talk with my mother about Shatec......actually....thank God that my parents sort of relented me to go to Shatec....YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so pray that they will keep to their promise and let me withdraw my application for sec 5......hehe....yeah....later have PM....gonna learn new things....anyways....bubbye....i wanna read my book....

2005-01-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

woo baby....just came back from the service ....yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the new believer's party is simply great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAX......jasmine slapped my backside and she has gotten the worser treatment!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahax.....somemore when we took a photo with pastor Jeff.....hehe....we hid our faces with both of our hands.....so he seemed pretty shocked at it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahax!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the look on his face is simply unbelieveaBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehex....anyways....the guys simply had a screw loose on their head.....they kept pinching on each others chest.....haix.....what happened!!!?????anyways.....hope that the 9 new believers in our unit will grow strong together as we will finish the race together as a team.......amen??????pray that we as a group will really grow strong together and be as transparent as we can to each other as we are brothers and sisters in Christ!!!anyways....this is my new japanese name....hahax...

坂本 Sakamoto (book of the hill) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)

just one word.................WOW..........................

2005-01-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

heyx.....after service on sat....we d.ians went to istana park to play games.....yeah.....but the game which hit me the most is the game which there was a plate of flour...where u gotta take up the sweet using with only ur mOUTH!!!!!!!and guess what....as for what u guys may know....i'm white enough....having a plate of flour being smashed into my face is just no different from telling me that i'm a sadako....!!and i think no one wouldn ever want to use the water in istana park anymore....hahax....as everyone used it to clean their faces.....so don't be shocked if u see white lumps appear in the water....its flour actually.....and for my face.........i am one of those who have gotten the most participative awards....something like tt....hahax....but actually in whole.....i've gotten home at 12 plus....at which my mum is totally angry....cos there was 2 times before where becos i've gotten home late that she prosecuted me from going to church la.....but its not that serious.....but luckily.....she totally understand me when i told her about it the day after....hehe....yeah....why...???cos i prayed..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah........and today's prayer meet is a very good one where we prayed for growth in the cg......spiritual and physical health....yeah....pray that larry....veron....and someone i've forgotten who....ahh....paiseh......but pray that the people who didnt come will be okay.....yeah.....

2005-01-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

heyx........today...my geo teacher told us the whole story about the tsunami disaster.....how the earth was created...u know...with the core in the middle...the mantle the next....and the crust as the surface area...then how the crustal plates either go against or into each other...and u know what....the plates either go against or repel against each other 5cm/year leh...wow....ok...then its like when the tsunami hit places like Sumatra...Sri Lanka etc....its because that the places are ABOVE the plate's boundaries....so its like coming up with a big force as the waves became like killer waves...thats what my teacher had said...as the speed and the power of what the waves can do...so it's like....OH MY GOD....................................so we singaporeans are lucky that Sumatra protected us......if not......there would be public swimming pools everywhere....
But from what i've heard from my teacher....there is one 10 year old girl who is i think pretty good at geography...she predicted that a tsunami is coming and told her whole resort to escape to safety....wow.....damn clever....as there is many islands in sumatra or something....and having to save one of it is quite a task well done already....and guess how many people did she saved???over a hundred.....imagine....having to even listen at what a 10 year old kid had said....even to Believe what she had said......wow.....she must have spoken in such a fanastic way man...being a heroine for a few is already quite a feat....imagine over a hundred.....that means that i really gotta brush up on my gepgraphy.....hehex....i hate that....memory needed....haix....there is also one indian guy....who lives in singapore....during Boxing day....if i remembered correctly....heard the news from indonesia and immediately called his hometown....thats a village....to escape as it needs about 3 hours for the waves from thailand that area to move to Sri Lanka.............and they are saved....wow........thats really unbelieveable..........anyways.....the next thing that i'm gonna tell u is even more amazing........one of the teachers in my school was caught in the tsunami........wow.....when the whole class heard that....we were thinking.....she might not have made it....as she is quite a big sized person....its mrs pandian......she was holidaying in Sri Lanka with her large group of international friends when she heard the waves coming upon her......she said that the waves sounded terrible.....like it was HELL.........but luckily....she found one STABLE pole and grabbed on to it.....but then there was one furniture that came and knocked on her head and she was then unconscious......but the will to live on was there as when she regained conscious.....she found herself still grabbing hold onto the pole....wow.....but having found her friends being swept away by the waves felt terrible for her....who wouldn't feel that way....and she lost 3 friends along the way.....but thank God for her that she is ok.....just getting away with some scrapes and bruises.....but my teacher heard that they are saying that God is punishing them......why do i say that????well.......there are groups of people rioting on that very day as they wanted an independant state........actually.....in this type of occasion.....it brings out the best and the worse in human beings......why????the best thing is that many people are more than willing to help out with the tsunami victims....donating whatever they can to help out........the worst????looters are found all around the islands that have been hit with the tsunami....mrs pandian found looters all around....and she lost alot of american dollars and gold.....but there is another friend of hers who lost 25 thousand.....american dollars le.....wow....can buy dunno how many things ah.....some people took advantage of the children whom have lost their parents by forcing them into prostitution....selling them as slaves.......they are really very innocent.....haix....
Life is really fragile.....precious........one moment....u Might be ok.....the next....you couldn't be ablr to predict anything....thats for God to decide....so whenever i think about the people around me.......wherever i go....shopping centres....libraries....etc.....especially the ones that are in MY house.......i would want to cry.....i dun wan them to die in a fire....i dun wan to see them suffering....and not knowing that there is somemore that can cure....help.....be a friend....anything....whenever we asked for it....someone is always there.....when u call Him....he is there.....when u call for friends....they need time to get to u....but God....He's there in a flick of a second.....thats how fast he can make it...wow...tts amazing isn't it.....?????
You Are My God
I Will Shout Your Fame.....yeah baby.....!!!!!
anyways...........................
went to Jacklyn's grandmother's funeral on tues......about one month ago.....when the whole cg went to her house....we saw her grandmother still on the handstick....with the maid holding onto her........haix.....but heard from jacklyn that her grandmother choked on a fishball........................
i do sometimes wonder.........is death really a painful one???????

2005-01-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

actually i've haven't shared my new year resolution with u guys who are reading my blog....anyways....
1)i wanna be a better christian....yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i really really wanna grow more in the Word and to place more trust and faith in Him.....yeah!!!!!!
2)i wanna be a shepherd soon....as i really really wanna do God's work and also want to see other people's life being impacted...hahax....cos i'm really shocked at what He did in my life....and i can't be selfish mahx....i must share it with other people....hehe...
3)i want my whole family to know the Word....cos i don't want them to have eternal separation from them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everytime i think about this i would feel like tearing up..........but i gotta be strong no matter what happens.........
So these are my top 3 resolutions .........................yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways....on tues....that's the 4th of jan....my mum and i went to my school as my mum wanted to know more whether i should go back to sec 5.............anyways..........we had a long time to discuss with my principal.................over one hour......what do u think....hehex....but in the end.....he said that no matter what.....he still can't force me to come back cos its my choice.....as he said it would be a loss to the school if i didn't continue as he said i am bound to get 5 passes in my o' levels....cos in my n 'level....i've got a 5 in my best three subjects....but i've thought about this for a year.......so i'm pretty firm with it....but the principal said that the place that i wanna go...Shatec....is also a good choice as if i worked hard enough....i can get a good pay...hahax...think about the top chefs in prestigious hotels....like Fullerton...hahax....pay is like 12,000 plus leh....
wah....s 11 sign coming right up......hahax....somemore he said that its not my mum and him that is going to study....it's me....so it's up to me to decide....and he asked me to come back for a few weeks....as after 2 months....its the registration for o levels ma....so by then i'm sure to be going off liao....hahax....but i think its gonna be a decision that i'm not going to regret....even my fnn teacher supported me...its her who said that top chefs earn that much of salary a month....wah....and my mum even chided the principal for being talkative...cos him and teachers telling us students not to come back if we are not gonna work hard ...and that on 30% of the sec 5 s are going to have 5 o level passes....he said i could have been the top 10%....hehex....but i don't care....i'm as stubborn as a bull....yeah baby....hahax....i said this the whole day....my classmates are annoyed already.....hehex....but during assembly yesterday....the principal told the school that one parent...who had 3 children...one girl in the pioneer badge....thats me....another one among us....thats my bro....and another one....my another brother...he not too sure....but he repeated what my mother had said...that the school is being too talkative....hahax...guess what happened.....the whole assembly applauded.......woah man!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahax....not bad...even the principal praised me of being a confident and independant girl...hahax....the way i talk mahx...somemore say that the way i talk is very good....but there needs to be improvement in my chinese....hahax....abit cannot understand when they are talking in chinese as they talk very de chim ah....i don't study chimiology by the way....but anyways....i'm gonna be pretty busy with school now........so probably blog in twice a week....hehex....but i'm still gonna go church.....that've became my first priority.....yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it's gonna be so damn fun.......seeing new visitors coming every week....and having fun together....and best of all....seeing their lives change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm....just now....i've read a few....ok....not a few....most of the d.ians's blogs.....and they have terrific testimonies in it....like in shelby's....she met up with a guy whom she liked 2 years ago...and the guy probably did not looked after himself properly as he was into smoking...clubbing that kind of thing...and that was one of her low-points in life...but shelby learnt a lesson from it...hebrews 13:5b...'never will i leave you,never will i forsake you'...in germaine's blog...during the christmas service...being a image head is tough...as everyone's face and hair is in your hands...and the stress-level on hand is of course high enough to get panicky...but a few sisters at that time is a God-send to her...in donnie's case...he helped a grandmother to carry her things....even watched after she entered her house for a while....but don't look down on that few moments...as before donnie went off...he noticed that the grandmother is trying to commit suicide...and as a helpful brother....he 'counselled' her if i'm not wrong...hahax...as for our brother jeyaraj....he went though many types of problems....may it be finanically....domestically...or even 'sheepically'....but he still overcame all of them....
why do i wanna say all this....this shows that our Lord God is GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he is still there with us no matter what....i'm sure she didn't give up on the guy....i believe God will anoint her to do great things in the guy's life....so that he can see the Love of God spread to him....as for germaine....if God didn't sent the other image team members....i believe that she might have messed up all the performers and the worshippers faces and hairstyles....hahax...but thank God....He helped her in times of need.....but thank God for donnie too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he helped save a life leh...!!!!!!!!!!how great is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh man.......that is really really something that is hard to come across in life.....but i almost saw that happen today as while my family and i are going on to PS........when the green light is on....all the vehicles went straight ahead as normal...but there is one motorcycle stuck in the middle of the road as he can;t really start the vehicle or something like that....but guess what i did...i laughed....................................................but i regreted doing that...............my mum told me that if it was her....she would have driven to the side of the road and help the guy pull his motorcycle over.........but the thing is that the person driving is my father ....hehe...not my mother.....................................but i really regreted what i've said..........................i wonder now how the guy is doing..............whether he is ok or not..............................i believe that everyone must really experience that particular incident before really being get knocked on the head and to really repent what you have just did......................................so i really thank God for the things that he have done in my life cos there is this one night.....while i was doing my qt........i have just started reading the bible...to i read one chapter a day...starting from the Book of Matthew...........till when i started reading chapter 5........when the part love for enemies came up..........................................it began to stuck me very hard..........cos i am a very sociable person.....really............not kidding...................and i have no enemies but one..............but i don't really treat as a enemy..........its just that i don't like to get near to her............but anyways.................she is a person whom like to lie..........thoughout my period of friendship with her and my other 2 best friends..........there is this incident which i will never forget............as this is the incident which i didn't befriend her after...........i totally didn't talk,or even try to talk to talk to her.......................but i gave myself a few days.........i've pondered over the passage.....read it over and over.............i then made up my mind..............one day after school.........as we are walking along the corridor that leads to the main spiral staircase of our school....as one of my best friends is with her as they are of the same class....(during the whole period of time......they are still with me......but they didn't have that kind of feeling that i had towards her as i'm quite a stubborn person)....i tapped on her shoulder....she looked towards me....with a weird look on her face.......and i just said"Can you be my good friend again?"............and she started crying...............as she said............."I've been waiting for this for a long time."...............and the first feeling that has gotten into me was that "oh my God.........poor girl.........i've should not have kept her in this misery for so long"as the period of time which i didn't talk to her was 3 years.....that is really long.....then i started to have this burden in my heart...............................why hate when you can love...........................???????????????????????????????????????????.........................................but anyways...........God can always do better................AMEN!!!!as God always keep showering love for us d.ians by giving us new contacts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!God definitely has blessed us with many new contacts and i believe that everyone is too busy to even receive them.....................but God will always help us.......................believe....and pray that it will come to past.............yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

heyz....today's caregroup is great...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we cooked potato and meat...a recipe from my shepherd....whom got it from hEr shepherd..haha....confusing ah....aiya....the recipe is from huixian...who gotten it from meihwa....but the taste is pretty good though....hahax...thats one thing...anyways...after caregroup....we went to bukit panjang plaza...to so called have our early dinner....at 4 mahx.....by my son leh...!!!veron lah.......hahax....then we went around shopping..............okok....window shopping....saw some things that are pretty great................oKOk....many many thing....haiyo.....anyways.....i found out that bringing a group of girls shopping may be also defined as a group of ah sohs shopping....why do we say that....???cos ah sohs normally will ask their friend's for their opinion about this or that certain stuff.....and so on....you will get what i mean....hahax...ohya!!!!!!!today's the first time i sat in a LRT le....haha....cos fajah that area i've never been to before...haha...so felt very lost when needed to transfer trains or something like that....hehe....but it is like the changi airport's skytrain le....but this LRT has its own ups and downs.....so it felt pretty scary for me...hehe...but its quite a nice experience...thats for sure...anyways....looking forward to the workshop on saturday before the service...learning about 'table' manners....hahax....i also found out that there are many things i wanna buy...but have no money....!!!!!!!!!!!but its okie....whne chinese new year comes......mhuahuahauhauhahaahha.....mallie mallie malllie................................

2004-12-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

yoz....i went to chalet starting from 24th of december....until today...the place where we had our chalet is at changi beach club...so its pretty far away from the north where i'm staying...anyways...i think this is the worse chalet outing ever...cos on thursday...thats yesterday,i've already applied to study for shatec...and since i applied 'late'...the next intake of students is in july...but its not my fault ma...haiyo...i took my results on friday...how would i know that that are so many international students applying for shatec...until that the intake of january students is full by tuesday...eh...thats very fast leh....i only applied for it on thursday and the person then told me that the intake for january is full...ok...thats ok...but on the christmas day itself....my mum told me to study for sec 5 instead,as to waste the 7 months...wah lao...it completely ruined my mood.......!!!!!!!!ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......shuackssss la....i don't wanna go back!!!!!i don't want to study for longer hours....i don't want taf club...hehe...of course la...i completely detest NAFA....most importantly.....I DON'T WANNA WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha....of course...i hate the school uniform also.....i'm gonna go mad..........somemore i simply lurve the guys in d.i.......i can't bear to leave them just after a friendship of only 2 months leh......so i really really pray that the application to go to sec 5 will be an unsuccessful one......."whining".....i don't wannaaaa.......

2004-12-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..christmas is coming...yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyways....i just attended the christmas service just now...so its pretty late already...considering that after the service..we went up and down to find the rest of the group between cuppage's entrance and mac...after that...we went to mos burger at orchard emerald..then went to hmv to find the rest of the dians....anyways...this is not the important part...the important part is that i met a girl named varon...which is my shepherd's contact...while we are eating at starhub...she and a sister named veron both 'tackled' each other...even my dear veron cannot beat her....that shows how strong or even worse..'venomous' her mouth is...but i really didn't bother about varon then...hahax...as she is not my contact ma...but anyways...i'm the only person who wrote a card to her...so when she got it a few moments to her...she started to open up to me as she told me that not many people sends her things...as she as a person may make people feel like 'repeling' against her...as she admits that she doesn't have a nice personality and even has very short tempers...from there....i've learnt quite a lot from her....as what builds up her strong independant character...her own ideology to life itself...and what shocked me is that even though in primary and secondary school...she doesn't quite believe in christianty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wow...i'm very shocked....then i started sharing my testimony to her...of what the Lord has made me into...and i even said that i regreted not knowing Christ earlier...which was true la...then varon asked me why....and so on and on....what hit me was that she believed that whatever choices that she made in life is 'true'...as in she wouldn't regret a decision that she had made in the past...and she is really...i mean REAllY firm with it....and that she also said that in her past life...she must have did something horrible enough to make her resurrect again to repay of the evil sins that she has done...and that she is now in this world to suffer....i was like saying...'wah lao...what are you talking about????' in my heart...but of course...in that kind of situation...i gotta be calm and handle the situation ma...must act like a counsellor then...but the main problem is that SHE'S A HARD NUT TO CRACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she's quite a problematic kid...has parental problems....she even said that she doesn't have any memories when young...only after primary six then she started having...wah...first time coming across this kind of 'species'...haha...but in all....she has a 'unique' personality...thats what i said to her when she asked me whether do i feel weird while talking to her....hahax...that's the best 'christ-like' answer i can give to her......but she's one with really a 'difficult' personality to deal with...i 'bet'...i don't wanna sin...haha....that the d.ians has never come across this kind of personality yet............this is also the first time i have written so long...haha....

2004-12-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

yeah....one contact confirmed coming for this fri service.......yeah...yeah....yeah...yeah...
yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah....yeah...yeah...yeah...
yeah...yeah...yeah..........................y am i so happy????????????? haha...
cos this is the first time a contact of mine agreed to come to church....haha....
imagine how excited when she agreed to come leh....ah....but becos of my 6 months parental prosecution that obstructed me from going to church...cos of my n levels...made me an unstablised believer...haha...cos i converted during jan..so its like i've been in church for only 3-4 months before i totally stopped going to church anymore...somemore it's somewhat during my birthday period...so i felt very upset about the whole situation...haha...but i promised them that i will come back straight after my n levels...on which at least i kept my promise to them...i remembered clearly that friday i sat for the last exam...which is fnn...so on sat...i came back...and boy did they get a shock...haha...they thought that i would never come back anymore...but nothing keeps me from God...yeah....but even though some contacts....ok...most contacts couldn't make it cos of personal activites...going out with friends...some even have their own church activities...but at least they know God...haha...but i won't GIVE up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna be a SHEPHERD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so many people challenged me with that...but i am all ready to take it up...actually...before my parental prosecution started...i'm already ready to take up the challenge that my ex shepherd has already set for me...but i couldn't take that up as i'm in a critical situation then...and without a stable shepherd to guide that 'sheep'...that sheep would probably backslide...haha...but i am all ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!am i ready to face friday...but too bad...i can't make it to the thurs service...cos i'm in chalet...but so am i on friday...but i need to take my testimonial from school....so just nice...i can go to church just after that...haha...thank God...if not i wouldn't be able to go...pray that all the unconfirmed friends and contacts are able to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!that would be even better....WE NEED TO BRING PEOPLE TO SALVATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i looking forward to friday service....but too bad...i can't go to overnight at np hq...ahhhhhh....my parents don't allow........i wanna cryyyyyy....but its ok....just overnighting...overnighting at a chalet is even better....HAHAHAXXXX...praise GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-19T01:38:00.000+08:00

yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..
yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah..yeah.....get back results liao......wwhahahahaha...muhahahahaha....i'm going bonkers........haha...of course lah...must let me...cos this is the first time that i'm getting 4 distinctions....not jus one...not two...not three...BUT FOUR.....haha...but for my best three subjects...cos i'm in na...and you must get at least 10 points and below for your best 3 subjects...and moi got 5....haha...so just nice....somemore my humanities...which sucked big time...haha...had gotten a 3 leh...but what is disappointing is that it's my chinese which scored the worse leh...4...haha...but it's okie...God has already given me beautiful results...during that day...yesterday...my mum....okie...parents... also just got our car...hehe...so nice ah...then we went to seletar country club to eat....hehe...so quite nice lah...the food there is nice...haha...any one would die to go in there..haha...just kidding lahx...then at night we went to suntec city's carrefour...then we went to lau pa sat to eat satay...don't worry...i just only ate 2 sticks lah...and boy...did i sleep well that night...what can you say...i slept at 2 plus leh...

2004-12-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

actually it's almost my one month with the d.ians already...actually i fely quite blessed to be with this group...i have learnt quite alot of things since my transfer from the north...whenever i make mistakes...there would always be a sister beside me to correct my mistakes...so thats what actually i need now...a whole lot of correction in order to become more chirst-like...yeah...but actually i think i have adapted quite fast..hahaz....maybe becos i'm more to the matured side...????that i dunno...hahax...but i'm glad that God has made this transfer for me...as this transfer has gotten me a whole lot of new friends...yeah...i'm learning new things everyday... cos in the north...we are not in the same caregroup as the guys...so...this whole change to me actually needs a little bit of time to adapt..cos every caregroup or unit meeting that i'm going now...it will always have guys in it...it doesn't mean that i'm prejudiced against the guys or anything...but me...as a girl...not a tomboy...gotta look out more...at least that can imporove my observance and alertness in things more better...haha...i'm exagarating a little lah...but thats the truth...but anyways...nowadays i'm having this biG problem....i need to take a few hours before i can sleep leh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!want to sleep also cannot...of course frustrating lah...ever heard of forcing yourself to sleep???i think it only happens to babies where the babies are making too much of noises until the parents cannot tahan then must put them to sleep...haiz...but i still can't sleep....can't imagine me myself being describe as a person having sleep problems...haiz...anyways...this is not the thing that is bothering me now...its my N' level results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aaaaaaaaahhhhhh....it's coming out tomorrow!!!!wah lao...keeping in prayer....to have not only good results and going to a school that not only i like...but also an anointing by God...but also for the church people who are getting their results too lah..and of course my classmates lo...cos i'm sure we have studied for God's glory right???yeaH!!!(choruses of it heard everywhere)...AmeN...

2004-12-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday's BBQ was great!!!!!!!!!yeah..yeah..yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah....yeah....yeah......YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE BROKE THE NUMBER OF COMTACTS INTENDED TO COME TO BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH...YEAH...YEAH....YEAH...YEAH....YEAH....YEAH...okie...i must calm down....must do the taiji.....hahax...just kidding...im not so old fashioned...yeah....the intended number of contacts is around 20 ...but guess what???not 20 came...not 25...not 30...but 43!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah..yeah...yeah...yeah....yeah...but it is not like last time SP lah(is it...i think so lah...hope my memory is not failing me loh!!!)...where they got 70 people coming leh...and they gotta break it into two groups...if not...i wonder how are they gonna survive the night...haha....anyways...it was fun....see so many types of people around...have stylish ones....to funky ones...to green-coloured ones..to purple-coloured ones...then to of course normal ones....hahaz...just joking....don't bash me...i need my face for survival....hahaXXX.....no meaning...even though i didn't interact as much...it's a lot fun helping out at the bbq pit...but all you need is people like big J to spoil it...it's not that i don't believe that boys are stronger than girls...but girls also have pride de ma...haiyo...so sarcastic until like that...anyways...hope that all the "brought-alonged" contacts 'managed' to find some fun...haha...within the group...made friends like mabel...jingjun...alison...and christina...dunno whether crapping with larry...henry...dilan...and matthew considered as a start of friendship...haha...of course it does...anything that gotta do with God...of course de mahx...haha...hope that the d.ians managed to ask them to come to the christmas service!!!ah...thats the MOsT important part...hope that we can break 40 visitors...!!!yeah...and most importantly....have at least 10 converts!!!

2004-12-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

wah...today's preaching is about group intervention leh...finally realised the importance of praying in a group...must really be more focussed in praying next time....sincerity and earnest praying counts alot...hahax...anyways...today have so many new people in our group...like eugene...peh leng...walter...and one more dunno what name..hehe...i forgot...hope they can really know the true meaning of GOD...yeah...and we also have 3 new offical transfers...all from the west...haiz...one is suhati...another is wendy...last one is zhong huan...i think...hope my spelling is correct...haha...hope they can adapt to the d.ians well....yeah...zhong huan is like abit blur...very confused about everything...haha...everyone is like so over friendly...then i think he is in shock or something...hahax...
ohya...realised now cutting hair is like the trend now...jeremiah cut his becos he is going to ns...reuben is also going to cut...and he is preparing himself be wearing all sorts of caps...today i saw michael and donnie with their hair cut too...oh...what a shock...haha...
Anyways...i pray for suhati and me...haiz...ohya..and michael...cos we three are facing parental prosecution!!!!!!!!! AHHH...GOD...i pray that YOU can relieve us out of it...so that we can focuss on YOU...even though you might test our faith...but im sure YOU are in the centre of our lives...we cannot LIVE without YOU in our lives oh GOD....i hope im not exagaratting here...haha...but its true okie.....
So i was seriously wondering...if another meaning of fasting is also doing something that you don't like...like doing household chores...haha...cos im doing it to show my mum that im a mature lady/girl...as she said...i always handle church things well...but not the things at home...so im being a nice daughter now....by mopping the floor...haha...hope that she can change her impression about me soon....better be soon ah...i don't wanna be mopping the floor all day long...thats borINg...

yeah...finally i have my OWN bloggie...babie...hahax

2004-12-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

wow...at last...though some 'exploring and researching'...(so called la...even though it took only about...let's see...in between the commercials i watched some tv...abt 5 mins)..haha..excluding the time i need to think about my blog title...But at least i have my own personal 'diary' now...so hope i can continue to make REGULAR diary entries...haha...cos im afraid that i might forget...as im quite a muddle-headed person...hehe...so BEAR with me...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!